Crying rose

Jason's pov:

'Ugh..why does it always have to be so rainy..' I was sitting in my room, on my bed looking out if the window to the gray clouds outside, I wanted to go out with some friends but we had to cancel our plans 'cause of the rain. I just cuddled into my blanket till Lloyd jumped on me, he probably needs to go pee

I didn't really wanted to because it's cold outside and here it's warm but I didn't have another choice

I changed into some clothes that would keep me warm and dry, I grabbed Lloyds leash put it on his collar and went outside with him going for a little walk in the rain.

'Man it's cold I just wanna go inside again' I whispered that to myself, Lloyd clearly had more fun then me though, he jumped around happily in the rain, he loves the rain.

I looked at the big rose field, I really like it, it's beautiful, all this roses somehow make me feel loved, I was just in toughts till I saw someone sitting in the field, he was just in a shirt and had nothing else. I was hesitant if I really should go there but did it anyways afterwards because I'm not heartless.

'Hey..uhm...excuse me?'

No answer, he just stared at this rose, it was bigger and just looked different from all the other roses, and because of the rain the water dropped down from the flower, it looked like the rose would be crying, it was...sad. I don't know why but it made me feel down.

I snapped back to reality, knowing hat I was originally here for, I wanted to talk to the boy again but..he was gone. I was confused because I'm pretty sure he was there but just shrugged it off and went home with Lloyd minutes after.

I arrived at home with Lloyd, shoes and jacket off, leash off of Lloyd. I told him to stay because he was all wet and my mum would get mad if he makes something dirty or wet again. So I got a towel and dried him, after that I threw it into the dirty clothes basket and went to my room, I changed again and layed down in my bed.

But...

One thing couldn't really get off of my mind..

I was thinking about the boy the whole time

I was confused

And...

Also wanted to know who he is

I wasn't sure if I would ever see him again but for now I just tried to put it to the side and go on with everything else.

I closed my eyes, listening to the raining sound and with hat I slowly drifted off to sleep..

The next morning I got woken up from Lloyd, he probably needs to go pee

'Ugh Lloyd it's to early..'

I looked at the clock, it was five in the morning, to early, but Mut is must and as the lazy person I am I just put on shoes a jacket and the leash on Lloyd.

We did our usually little walk, passing by the rose field from yesterday. I looked if the boy was there again and, to my suprise he was!

I walked to him again

'Hey you, are you okay? What's are you doing out here so early?'

I asked him but no responds, weird, is he deaf?

I was about to tap his shoulder as he stood up and walked over to a little dog, the dog looked like Lloyd just cuter, small and fluff probably.

It looked like the kid likes the dog very much, I smiled, the kid reminds me of someone but I can't say who

But it doesn't matter now, I watched the kid having fun with the dog and a few minutes later the kid ran off with the dog, maybe home, if the kid even has a home..

I was kind of worried but also couldn't get the feeling away that I know this from somewhere.

It's strange..

Very strange...

I shrugged it off for now, continued my walk with Lloyd, we stayed longer outside then usually but I think I really needed that walk

To calm down

To relax

To let all the weight down I have been holding..

'Ah..so relaxing..'

Lloyd barked as reply

I small smile formed on my face, I just love Lloyd so much, he's everything to me.

He's very active but I love him, sometimes I even have to stop him from chasing street cats, yeah, like I said, very active but he means no harm!

But what was very weird, I feel like I have already did this, that I already walked so long, did the same thing, saw the same things, said the same things, it's..kind of weird when I can be honest..

But before I could say anything else Lloyd got out of his leash and sprinted after a cat, I ran after him, then I saw it, the street, I ran faster

Faster

Faster

And faster..

A car was driving to Lloyd who stopped on the road, I ran faster and kneeled down to Lloyd hugging him, if I'm dying then with him, I closed my eyes shut and held Lloyd.

I just wanted this to be over fastly.

But..

After some time the car still wasn't there I opened my eyes to see if it had stopped Infront of us but, it didn't, it..droved through us..

I was..shocked and confused at the same time.

I was thinking why it happend but then it hit me.

Everything came back.

Al my memory's..this all isn't real..

Lloyd and me..are dead...we died...like this..

This boy who sat with that rose that looked like it was crying..wasn't a random boy...it was...me

I just watched my whole life again..

I was still so shocked..but got up, took Lloyd on the leash and walked to the rose field

I sat down in it with Lloyd and just watched everything going bright

Is this end?

Is it going to end here?

Or is it new live?

Hell?

Heaven?

I don't know but I'm excited, excited what comes next

The last thing I saw were two graves and my family standing around it, crying..

And..

On my grave was the same rose as on the field..

Beautiful but so sensitive..

'Don't cry my beautiful rose..everything will be fine now so please show your beauty to everyone..'

'My crying rose..'

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