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i'm losing myself again g.

1 month later

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" mom you really wild as hell for letting them take you out" I spoke cleaning her grave.

It was currently 9am. I've been missing my mom the last couple of days so I made herb buy me a plane ticket back to Chicago.

"I bet Mally ugly ass momma was the one who put these fake as flowers on yo grave" I spoke throwing the flowers on the ground and putting my rainbow roses up there instead.

"Then these some Damn sunflowers"
"I really miss you mom. Even though I'm pretty sure you can tell"

Growing Up i always thought for some reason I was gonna die before my mom. I knew I wasn't gonna be mentally okay when she died. And boy was I right.

Ima fucking mess

"Sometimes I wonder what the baby would've looked like"
"Hopefully it didn't have you forehead. Because you had that mega dome"

"You know what's funny. Till this day I don't eat candy. You fucked up candy for me I be wanting some but I be like nah lemme not" I said laughing.

I didn't plan to talk a lot. I just wanted to be with my mom.

Getting tired I laid the blanket I brought out on the ground next to her and laid down

"I'll be mad as hell if a ghost kill me" I spoke before laying down

•••••••

After about 6 hours of just laying on my momma grave I finally decided it was time to leave.

"Ight shorty. I'ma start coming outchea more" I spoke kissing here headstone before i walked away only to be hit with a rush of air.

Literally as soon as I got to my car my phone started to ring

"Yello" I spoke driving off

"Where yo ugly ass at" Ben asked making me laugh

"Ghee y'all swear I'm sooooo ugly. But let a stranger say I'm ugly. Then y'all wanna say how cute I am"

"Girl stfu. Answer the question" he said and just from his tone I knew he was mugging. Which made me laugh

"I'm in Chicago dumbass"

"Merch you in city and ain't tell nobody you was leaving" kyro said coming in the phone

"Night I texted the whole group chat and told y'all days ago I was leaving. But y'all whores ain't neva text back" I spoke making a u turn

"What fucking group chat" kd voice said making me laugh. I forgot we ain't add his dumb ass

"Bro who all there I'm steady hearing different voices"

"You worrying about the unnecessary shit." Ben said

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