The groomer on wattpad. User @nataliecool435

The conversations

It had begun. She knew she had me under her control. This is where the nsfw starts and if your eating at the moment,I advise you to,stop,or finish,wait a little while then come back. Because if you read this and have the slightest bit of humanity in you,its gonna make you sick to your stomach.

Now I will be the first to admit I thought I had a crush on her,,,I didn't,I was suffering from symptoms of stolkholm syndrome. And she had moved from wattpad to google hangouts now as google is less likely to take action than wattpad. So she would do like a * to represent action and example: *taps screen* like that. Super crinegy looking back on it,but then again that might be because I know her intentions now,if my brother were to say '*hugs*' to me in a text I probably wouldn't find it nearly as icky.

Anyways she caught me really off guard one night and sent me a (I physically am in pain typing this like it hurts my chest physically and I had to get some water before I could type it): *kisses you on the lips*

My stolkholm induced brain loved it,my traumatized brain and rational brain wants to pretend it never happened half the time because god dammit its painful to think about. So,she a few days later broke up with the other victim for what I believe to be the final time. Something about period sex or whatever idk. But she sent me to attack him on wattpad. I did so,because well,we kinda touched on that already.

After that the messages got more explicit like the following: *rips shirt off*

Even for practically hypnotized me this was too much,like way way too much. This was when I realized something was wrong. My friends were right,the message I received for my hateful words to the other victim just solidified it. To paraphrase so I do not reveal the identify of this person "Natalie was p*dophillic and toxic,ain't got nothin to do with her anymore"

Now I was EXTREMELY sus of her. But like that couldn't be happening with me right?? theres no way that she would do something like that twice right!??? Yes. A simple yes,to all of that.

I tried to deny it for a few more months as I didn't want her to be doing anything illegal and by this point she was 18 so she would be jailed for it. It didn't help that my gf at the time was like constantly cheating on and ignoring me and I had pushed all my friends except for my brother (we are not blood related btw) away so the only validation I ever got was from Natalie.

I slowly began to mend bridges with my friends and apologize to them as well as the other victim. I talked to her less and less mainly because she was getting ready for college and was focused on this irl dude,who was thankfully old enough to be dating her. I don't know if he found out what happened and thats why they broke up,but I just hope hes alright.

Anyways I got with Blayze and eventually I came clear about EVERYTHING that happened with Natalie. Which leads us to the confrontation.