*DISCONTINUED* In over her head •. Levi Ackerman x reader

part 12.

OK GUYS HEAR ME OUT OK. I'm not gonna make up some bullshit excuse for not writing for 6th months. To put it simply, I just didn't wanna write. I been reading y'all comments and reading other story's for MONTHSSSS. So I apologize for not updating and I will not promise nor swear to update more often but imma TRY my best. Enjoy this part my lovelies. - DD
!!! TW!!! MENTION OF DR*GS
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holy shit. Levi just confessed his undying love for me. I knew that shithead has something for me besides my body. Damn it's getting kinda hot out here. Why is the sun so bright....whoaaa why does that tree have a face? is it uh, smiling? I didn't do any drugs? I think. No no, of course not. But that doesn't explain why I'm hallucinating? "
" Y/N!?!? Y/N!"
That kinda sounds like levi. Weirdddddd.... Now everything's upside down. hey, where did the sun go? I look up and then my worst nightmare was coming true. Levi is in my dreams. What kind of sick joke is this!? Damn he is kinda cute. His hair looks so soft and fluffy. His lips seemed bigger and glossier. Is he....yassified? Ok but like he's gorgeous right now. Geez, whatever I took is really fucking my head up.

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"whoaaaaaaa, the trees are smilinggggg" y/n giggles. Whaat is she talking about? Why is she laughing? What the actual fuck is going on? I zip back to my horse carrying her in my arms. " gee levi you sure are handsome" she smiles while caressing my face. " ew get your blood covered hands off of me." I wasn't blushing bc her hands were on me, yeah. Just because it was kinda hot.

We finally made it back to where we started, at the wall. We lost a good amount of people this time which really sucks. The thing is, none of my squad returned? Just me and Y/N. It happened again. I know it did.

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Levi takes you to his room and lays you down on the bed. You were pretty still out of it. He walked out of the room so it was just you and some tempting files that you should definitely not read.

As your looking through the files you find Levi's. Which you thought was odd because why would you need a file of yourself? Anyways, you see a picture of him was he was younger. He was practically covered in dirt and ash, his hair looked as if it'd hadn't been washed in months, and the most obvious detail, he was skinny. So skinny it looked as if he were a stray dog. How could someone live like that..?

"what are you doing?" You quickly shove the file back in the drawer. " just sitting." You sit and stare at each other for awhile. Levi's gaze was drilling a hole in your head, he knew something was up. " soooooo where did you go?" You asked nervously. " places." He responded. Wow how mesmerizing. "Ok um, I'm just gonna go- I'm feeling better now thanks to that nap." You get up and dust yourself of quickly. " So uh-, see you later?" You get up hastily and jet out the door.

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it seemed like you haven't been to your room in months. Stuff was beginning to get dusty because of all those heated nights at Levi's. This at first you didn't mind the dust but Levi's cleaning habits must've rubbed off on you a little because soon you were up and dusting off every corner.

You also thought the cleaning would help take your mind off like, everything. But per usually, it did the opposite. Memories of that picture kept popping up and moments from earlier today kept replaying in your head. The titans, to the photo then back to the titans. A headache began to form , similar to before. Different memories began to pop up. Ones from the night you were leaving Levi's. Your head started pounding. Like as if you were a nail and someone was banging you with a hammer. You laid down a cuddled up into a ball. Hitting your head as if the pounding would stop if you did. The only option you felt you had was to just cry yourself back to sleep, and you did.

You dreamt of everything, sex, fighting, cuddles, arguments, laughter, pain. As if you were dying and all your memories were suddenly flashing before your eyes. Yeah, as if.

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OK GUYS I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS BC DEFINITELY DID NOT. I took like 3 month long breaks betweeen writing lmaooo. BUT THAT BESIDES THE POINT SOOOO, have a great day/night and I'll see you next time! bye my lovelies- DD