Carving into wood (Encanto Angst)

*||Stomach ache||*

TW! PANIC ATTACK

|NOPOV| Camilo made his way up the stairs and started to approach his room he put his hand on the doorknob and turned it opening the door, Camilo entered his room closing the door behind him, He had a stomach ache but he knew it was from anxiety, He was just confused on what was making his anxious, He sat down on his bed and fiddled with his hands he looked at the window noticing that the blanket had fallen off,  he sat up and walked towards the blanket on the floor, he picked it up and inspected it raising an eyebrow he turned it from side to side noticing there was something off with it, He noticed a hole In its fabric, "Oh that's an easy fix" Camilo thought to himself, well putting the blanket up to the window he then folded the blanket onto the window sill, He then looked out the window noticing a shadow he peered outside and saw a coyote passing the house, Camilo was stunned as he had never seen a coyote in the town before only on the out skirts of the mountains, "Maybe it slipped in when the mountain cracked?" Camilo said under his breath, He was about to turn away from the window but the coyote made direct eye contact with him making him freeze, He suddenly felt drowsy and panicked slightly, The coyote kept starring at him, then to Camilo's relief the coyote looked away and trotted off, Camilo clenched his jaw and then turned away from the window and walked towards his bed sitting down on it, His stomach ache had gotten worse, Camilo slipped his shoes off and laid down on his bed putting a blanket over him he clenched his fists and dug his fingernails into the palm of his hand in an attempt to relieve stress, Suddenly he heard a light knock on his door "Camilo it's Dolores" "Come innnn" Camilo said trying to sound enthusiastic well sitting up on his bed, Dolores walked in and stood in front of him "Mama told me to check on you, are you alright"? Dolores said sounding calm, "And why do you still have your poncho on if you're in bed Camilo"? she said confused, Camilo looked down to realize he was in fact still wearing his poncho "Oh, I forgot to take it off," Camilo said well pulling the poncho off, "And to your first question I'm fine," Camilo said casually, "Are you sure my hermanito"? Dolores said insistingly, "Yes Dolores I'm fine I just lost my appetite at dinner, not a big deal," Camilo said starting to sound annoyed, Dolores nodded her head and walked towards the door as she grabbed the handle she look at Camilo "Remember brother I'm always here if you need to talk," Doroles said opening the door "Eh you can always just listen" Camilo joked, Dolores rolled her eyes and closed the door quietly,  Camilo sighed and laid down he knew there was something wrong he just didn't know how to explain it, He scratched his head and yawned, Camilo knew it was still a bit too early to go to bed, but he was tired anyway, he fell asleep without bothering to turn his lamp off. 

Camilo woke up and his room was pitch black, He closed his eyes and tried to go back to sleep but there was anxiety in his stomach, he sat up and rubbed his eyes to adjust them to the light, He then reached his hand over to his lamp trying to turn it on, He managed to turn the lamp on, He grew uncomfortable and realized he was still in his shirt, He sat up and walked over to his dresser before he could open a drawer he saw his reflection, He looked up from his dresser and looked at his reflection with confusion, "That's me?" Camilo took a step back he looked at his hands shaking, "What- what's going on"? the feeling of anxiety in his stomach got worse, He looked at the mirror "Am I dreaming"? Camilo felt drowsy, "Why do I look like that"? Camilo whispered to himself before he unwilling shapeshifted "Wha- I" Camilo shapeshifted back into 'himself' and fell to the floor, "Why did I get this power out of all of the powers I could have gotten this one" Camilo said angrily "I- I don't know who what- What- what's going on I- can't - I can't breath" Camilo panicked his lungs felt small, Camilo tugged his knees to his chest, "Why can't i- just i- I'm I don't know..... I don't know....I JUST DON'T KNOW!" Camilo said, pulling his knees tighter to his chest his heart pounding out of his chest he couldn't breathe his face was wet, Camilo dug his nails into his arms his shirt wet from his tears, "I wish I knew I do right I do....Of course I do I'm just- being overdramatic"..... Camilo kneeled and pulled himself onto his bed, Camilo dragged himself to his pillow and lay down curling into the blanket and hugging his pillow tightly digging his nails into it, He was tired he just needed some rest.... "It will be better in the morning I just need sleep"..Camilo thought to himself, Camilo tossed and turned "I shouldn't tell anyone about this it would be embarrassing, It was just an overreaction to nothing," Camilo thought to himself clenching his jaw slightly at the feeling of anxiety that still didn't go away, it felt like a stomach ache but someone was tickling the inside of his stomach and digging their unclipped nails into it occasionally, He didn't like the feeling, he held his pillow tighter, and let his tears fall until he passed out from emotional exhaustion, 

He woke up to the sun shining on him in a humid room, He opened his eyes and sat up, His eyes felt dry and he noticed dried blood on his arms, "Did I really dig my fingers that hard"? Camilo took a deep breath "At least I can breathe," Camilo said quietly, Camilo tossed the blanket off of him, and felt the dried tears on his face, "What the hell happened last night its- all a blur," camilo said biting his tongue, He then heard someone know on the door as he sat up "Just- just a second" camilo said getting up and grabbing his poncho off the floor quickly putting it on, "You can come in now" he said failing to sound happy when the person entered the room he stumbled back a bit "Tio bruno.."? he said sounding confused "Uh- hi camilo - I just - mom - I mean your abuela told me to call me- I mean you down to breakfast" bruno said with a forced smile well pinching the back of his neck, "Yea ill be down"... Camilo said quickly, Bruno looked at him with a look of concern "Camilo- Whats uh with your arms the- dried blood i- its really not my business but-" Bruno said looking at camilos arms well trying to get a closer look, Camilo backed away slightly, "Tio bruno, lets just go down to break feast" camilo said ignoring his question well starting to walk out the door, once he got to the door frame he looked back at his tio "And you were right its really not your business" camilo said with a look of anger on his face, before walking out into the hallway. 

That's it for this chapter or page I hope you like it so far, I'm not the best at writing stories so I apologize for that, I also am bad at writing so Grammarly is saving my life right now.