He's only in my dreams....

Chapter I - He's in my head

: It was a normal night like any other. I'm not usually a dreamer but the night before i had a strange dream about a tsunami, which sounds very strange. I was expecting the usual fall asleep and wake up routine, but this dream was different than any other.

:: My dream happens during the summer time. I'm hanging out with my school friends and suddenly him and his friend walk up to us. (I don't wanna reveal his name for personal reason but he'll go as *B*) While the others start to talk, I start to become shy and back away from the group, B starts to talk to me. My heart was pounding as I talked to him and it made me feel butterflies in my stomach. I don't remember exactly how it happened, but we ended up leaving the group and going on a little adventure together.

::We started to get very close to each other. My face turning a bright red I give him a pec on the cheek. I turn away quickly regretting what I just did, but not even a moment later he pulls me in for a kiss. I was awestruck. I didn't know what to do yet enjoyed it. For the rest of the dream, we acted like a couple. It didn't even hit me that i knew nothing about this guy, what he's like and if he actually felt this way about me.

: What happens if you dream about someone you barely know? Why is it only now I see these thoughts?

: After I woke up, I search for answers in a panic. I couldn't understand why I was feeling this way about someone I know nothing about. I saw an article about dreaming of someone you barely know. There were some arguments saying it was a need for attention because of a lack attention, or a state of depression. I do not have any of those till I saw the last argument. "Spark of a new love interest or relationship". Seeing those words on my computer gave me butterflies. Could this be true?

: Considering I didn't even know his name, I'm surprised my brain though of him. It sparked my interest to find his name. It shouldn't be too hard I see him around school anyways and luckily, with a bit of time, i found him. His name is B and I ended up finding his social media account through his friends and his hockey team. I know it sounds creepy but if I asked my school friends they would get suspicious and I think I actually have feelings for his.

— Why are you asking? Do you like him or something? OMG YOU DO TELL ME EVERYTHING!!!

I don't plan on telling them that I dreamed of him and he was my bf. That would only make things worse. Besides, the closest image I have of him is in 8th grade last year. He has a different look yet same face. So I also don't have the clearest image of him.

I shouldn't be getting worked up about this, even about him...

Thanks for reading!! If you think I should write more let me know and I'll get right on it. I'll leave updates on events that happen.

On Jan 18 I'll be back in school (online due to pandemic) so I'll make sure to update everyone if anything happens :D