Forgiven [Completed]

P9: Think about You

P9: I'm sorry

Author POV

"You know what? I think I like you." Boun said.

"Yeah, me too. I also like you." Reply Prem. "What?!" Boun turned to Prem and saw that cute boy just grin at him. "No, Prem. Not that like. Ah forget it." Boun surrender. He knows that Prem doesn't know what he means by that like. "Why do you still want to be friends with me?" Boun asked suddenly. "Why? I can't be friends with you?" Prem asked back. "No, that's not what I mean. You know, I'm a bully, a lot of victims. People choose not to meet me even though I've apologized, but you're different. You're still close to me. Why?" Boun still didn't give up asking.

"Maybe it's because your life is sad? Or maybe it's because our lives are the same, it's just that we're on a different path. You just need attention, whereas I just need a mother." Prem looked down. Strive to hold back tears that may spill at any moment. "Hey, I'm sorry." Boun said while rubbing Prem's back. "It's not your fault, why apologize?" Prem smiled weakly. "I just want to apologize for everything." Boun answered. "It's okay. Things are over. I won't be able to bring my mother back here again, right?" Prem looked up at the sky while closing his eyes. The wind blew softly towards Prem's face. "My mother will always be with me." Prem looked at Boun with a smile. "You're the strongest person I've ever met." Boun also returned Prem's smile with a smile.

In the class.

Boun POV

How can I tell him the truth? I'm tired of hiding alone. Just tell him. No, I told him but he's clueless. It's kind of sad when a bully likes someone who has been a victim of his bullying. What if I confess but he refuses? He might be refuse, who wants to accept a bully like me.

"Boun!" "Huh?" I'm surprised, how long have I been thinking to myself? "What's happened to you? Daydreaming until now. Do you have a problem?" Dean asked. But my eyes turned to the front. I'm afraid Prem will notice that I'm pensive because I'm thinking about him. Lucky for me he does not look back. "Nothing. I was thinking of something." I answered concisely. Lazy to argue with Dean. "Madam doesn't arrive yet?" I asked. "It should be study time, but I still don't saw madam." "That's you, people focus on the front, you focus on others. Didn't madam come in and tell us that now we do our own work because all the lecturers have meetings. Where are your thoughts drifting?" say Dean clearly. Kao just watch them two.

"Ouhh really. Okay." I put my head on the table. Tired of using thoughts about Prem's problems. Can anyone give me a suggestion on how to let Prem see my true feelings? Oi, it's hard to like other people. In so many people why Prem? I just left the classroom heading to the toilet to wash my face. For now, just forget everything first. I will think about that later. Focus Boun. I just want to get out of the toilet, but someone opens the toilet door first. I was shocked. The person I try my best not to collide, he is also the one I meet.

"Hi, what are you doing here?" Seriously Boun?! You asked him that? What the hell is wrong with you? I tried to smile even though it looked awkward. "I came to see you, you've been daydreaming in class, I'm afraid you're not well." Prem answered. See?! How can I not dislike you? You pay attention to even small things. Ouhh Prem, stop it. My heart is weak if this continues. "Boun!" "Huh?! I'm sorry, I didn't hear what you said." I'm looking for a reason. "Are you really, okay? If you're not well, tell me. I'll take you to the infirmary." His face was worried. There was a feeling of happiness in me for a moment. He's worried about me. "I'm okay. Just a little tired." I'm responsible for relieving him of his worries. "Really?" He asked again for sure. Ouhh Prem. I really want to shout at you that I like you. "Yeah, let's go." Maybe later. I will confess later.

Author POV

"Prem, come on. I'm sending you home." said Boston. "Phi, I'm sorry. I forgot to tell you; I have a class this afternoon. Phi go home first; I'll go home by myself later." said Prem. "It's okay, Phi will wait here." said Boston again. "No, it's okay Phi, you can go back. My class end late this evening, When I'm arrive home later, I'll call you." said Prem rejecting Boston's invitation. He didn't want to bother Boston to wait for him until his class was over. "It's okay Phi, I will take him home. Don't worry, we have the same class time after all." Before Boston could speak, it was cut by Boun. "In that case, phi go home first. Be careful on the road later, don't forget to call me." Boun showed his thumb to Boston. After that, Boston walks toward his car. "Why did you say that? I can go back by myself." Prem said. "Why? I can't send you back?" Boun asked. "No, but it'll bother you later. Our class will end late. You'll get home late too." "In that case, let me stay at your home, considering tomorrow is a holiday. After all, it's hard to get a bus in the evening. "Are you sure I'm not bothering you?" Prem asked wanting certainty. "Of course, I'm the one who asked you, why do I want to feel disturbed?" Boun answered. "I told you early on, my house is small, I'm afraid you won't be comfortable later." Prem said again. "Prem. I said I'm okay, you don't have to worry, it's not that 5 people going to your house, it's just me, right? It's okay Prem." Boun's answer convinced Prem. Prem seemed to be thinking of something. "Okay." Prem replied agreeing to Boun's invitation.

To be continued.