ive read every letter she sent me ever since she sent them. i kept each one in a box below my desk, with the old love letters she would send me while we were still dating. a lot of her stuff is in there too. i dont ever plan on sending it back.
she was right. i never wanted to break up with her. i wish i would have tried harder. i wish i didnt end things like that because i truly do love her. i wish i could reply to all these letters but i cant bring myself to.
i dont want to ghost her. i want her to be here. or do i want to be with her? both. i wish we didnt have to be 3 hours apart.
