Torn

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Continues Alone,

The cuts in my arms were not even close to how painful my heart felt. As I look at how nasty I've become my tears stream down and I fall onto my knees. I didn't want to hurt myself, I didn't want to be so, so, weak...
She knew she needed to be strong, because no one was going to be there besides herself. Her heart pounded so hard, as if telling her she was still alive, but she was already so dead inside. She walks out her room as she goes down the stairs she falls down because someone pushed her. She looks up to see who it was...it was her father...
"You dirty filthy piece of trash. Your mother should've never gave birth to you" as he laughed and pulled her hair to the last couple of steps. She looks up pleading her father to let go. "Father please, it hurts" she says with little gasp of pain. He than kicks her stomach so hard her skin felt so hot and as she gasp for air her father says "pieces of trash like you belong in the garbage" tears stream down and she looks back up. Her mother was just siting there acting as if she didn't see anything. She looks towards her brothers and sisters. They just ignored it, as if she wasn't even there. She ran out bursting into so much tears her breathing became harsher.
What did I do? I'm so scared...
She stops at a park and sits on a swing seat. She looks at her arms and ask herself. "How much more can I take this?" As she slowly swings herself back in forth she hears someone walking behind her. She stops the swing and looks behind and there was a boy standing there with a big smile. She said "what are you doing behind my back?"
"Oh I was trying to surprise you. Sorry" he says while scratching his head.
"Oh. Aha. I see" she than says. With a smile. "Well..what did you want?"
"Well I just thought you been siting here for a while. Wondered if you wanted some company I live just over there" as he pointed in a certain direction. "Also I just thought you were quit cute" as he got red.
"Well what's your name?" As she blushed. "Joe and yours?"
"Its Cindy"

To be continued..