The diary of a shift-shifter

A weird day

Today is a weird day, like, super weird. It started out as a weird It started out me in the coffee shop and there is no one there. I was drinking a cup of iced coffee and looking out of a window. I'm not sure on how or why I left the coffee shop but I left it, while I was holding my coffee. I went to this near by part that's close to my job and saw Safa on a swings by herself and knew something was wrong. Really wrong. But it also felt peaceful, it was kanda as she didn't mind that she was alone and choose to be here. There is something that I've notice is that, there where many butterflies flying near her. Me being me, I tried to walked to her and being there for them, they teleported away and I wanted to find her. But I somehow knew that they were gone for good. 

Then my alarm woke me up. I didn't really know what made my brain to do that but it did scare the living shit out of me. Maybe it was cuz I took some strong ass meds because I was almost shitting out my whole, 110 pound, body with stress. I texted Safa if she was alright and they texted me back within a few minutes "fuck yea i'm alright. am eating some pizza from a few days ago, you want some?"  I of course said yes and let me get ready first. That was possibly the fastest day that I got ready for some 3 day old pizza that I left by mistake and forgotten about. They were not lying about it being okay. 

We both head off to work and It didn't take long for me to get to my job. When I got there, I noticed a new worker. I waited out until lunch to talk to em, I mostly wanted to that to take a longer break by through talking to em. I mean, I already was done with my work but I don't want to sit on my desk and pretend that I'm working so. I forgot what was his name as soon he said it. I'll probably never talk to the guy ever again and I "quickly" went "back to work." Most of the time I was at "work" and had "so much fun with it." I'll be honest, I just watched YouTube and went down the rabbit hole that kind of wanted to build dumb fuckery and make some super sexy clothing. Some are so pretty looking that I couldn't wait to wear them and make them, maybe sell them for extra cash. That would be cool and I do wish that I can tell that to my Roommates and Alvin. I don't really know what they'll think but I don't think it would be nice. I 100% forgot, while I was "working" I watched a video that it was about a game that sounded pretty alright. During the middle of the video, all electrical equipment just shut off and I was so confused and so was everyone. It lasted around for 10 minutes and I would be lying that  didn't enjoy it, the best 10 minutes of my life. When It all came on, I checked my email after 6 minutes. No new emails. I was so happy that boss didn't emailed us since she would be so pissed and ask who did it. I don't really remember what happened next so, I'll write about what happened after work.

I did grab some fast food before going home, I really needed it and let me tell you how nice it was. It felt like heaven when I ate it at my car 10/10, would eat that place again. Finally, I got home and started to relax at the couch. My roommates wanted to watch a lame ass movie but I wanted to do something that isn't work. I still find it lame but it was still enjoyable. I told both of them that I would be in my room and said night to them. I got to my room and I'm writing on this diary. I'm starting to like this alot, I thought that I would not enjoy at all but It is super nice. 

I'm ready to pass out, night me.