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//periods

*Jane's POV*

The sunrays forced me to wakeup and i felt some of kind of headache. I gain concious and felt someone's arm around my waist so i opened my eyes slowly and realised I've been sleeping in felix's arms the whole night.

He looked so ethereal, those beautiful freckles, those blonde hairs and his lips, have they always been this beautiful? I got so lost in his beauty when he slowed opened his eyes and gave a soft smile closing those eyes again. He hugged me tighter and said

"Good Morning Jane." His sleepy voice, oh god my heart was beating so fast i swear he could hear those beats.

"G-Good M-morning Felix." I said.

He softly ruffled my hair and slowly got up now sitting on the bed while i was still laying on the bed.

"I'm sorry I know i told i would only lay beside you till you would fall asleep but uhmm i slept too." He said scratching his neck.

"I don't understand?" I said as i sat up too.

"You got drunk last night you remember?"
"Oh no."
"Yeah so basically-"
"DID YOU CHANGE MY CLOTHES FELIX?"
"No no not at all, i gave you the clothes and you were concious enough to change it yourself."
"Oh okay you continue."

"Okay so you basically you got drunk last night and so after changing clothes when i put you to the bed you asked me to stay by your side till you fall asleep and i fell asleep so that's how we ended up sleeping together."

"Oh i get it." I was burning red to even utter a word.

"You can go freshen up while i order some breakfast?" He asked while taking his phone from the headstand.

"Y-Yeah."

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I was standing in front of the mirror brushing my teeth when I realised that i might have confessed last night.

"Oh no oh no oh no why would you get yourself drunk." I brushed my teeth and freshened up.

"You've already ordered?"
"Yeah i ordered some pan pakes and some soup because you might have a headache."

Oh my god he's so sweet i thought to myself. Oh no Jane come back to senses.

"Thank you Lix." I said with a small smile and we started to have our breakfast.

"By the way Jane."
"Yeah?"
"I slept really well last night."
As he was speaking i chocked on my soup so he had to get and rub my back.
"Are you okay? You should be careful it might be hot."
Felix it was the soup man.
"Y-Yeah thanks for helping."
He sat back and we had the rest of our food.

*6p.m.*
We all went to an amusement park today and had a lot of fun but I've been moody all day. I have literally no clue why i was being so cranky and i literally ate nothing the whole day untill

"Oh no." I checked myself in the bathroom and guess who just got their periods.
"I thought they would come after a few days but thankfully we are going back tomorrow and i also got all the stuff i need."

I cleaned up myself and went to my bed and put on Frozen. Felix was with Bang Chan working on some tracks so i was alone in the room.

"Hey Jane I'm back so- Jane? Why are you crying to elsa singing let it go?"
I didn't notice till now that I've been crying because of the pain and mood swings till Felix mentioned it.
I wiped my tears and said
"N-No I'm not."
Of course he wasn't going to believe me so he sat on the bed next to me and hugged me. Damn this guy really loves hugging but ugh who's complaining anyway.

"Did i do something wrong?"
"What? No Lix."
"Then? Why you look so pale and crying all alone here?"
He pulled away from me and cupped my face in his hands.
"It's just that-" i said avoiding eye contact.
"Yes Jane?"
"Periods."
He hugged me and rubbed my back.
"Oh my God Jane you scared me i thought i did something wrong."
" No Lix." I said while hugging him back.

"Hugging makes the pain get better right Jane?"
I hummed and just hugged.

He pulled out from the hug and got up from the bed.
"Don't worry Jane I'll pack all the stuff for the flight and I'll also order some snacks for you." And he actually did, he actually packed all my stuff and took care of me like i was a baby.

It was night and time to sleep, Felix was working on his laptop and i was just admiring this angel, i swear i wanted to tell how much this man meant to me and how much i love him but i was hesitant and my past fears were holding my back so i
" Hey Lix?"
"Yes Jane?" He was still looking at the computer screen but i kept quiet because obviously i couldn't confess and the silence was confusing felix so he just looked and me and came up to me and sat beside me,

"Yes Jane does it hurt?" He pointed at my stomach and i nodded but that was not the reason i was quiet.
He rubbed my stomach and said,
"I'll make the pain go away, you will never feel any pain again." He said with a soft smile and god knows how hard i was trying to not kiss those freckled cheeks.
"Does it make you feel better?" I nodded a yes and gave him a soft smile.

"You should now sleep we have a flight tomorrow night, it'll be late at night so get as much sleep you can before that." He said while putting my pillows in place.

"Lix?"
He looked at me and held my hands into his,
" You want to share something Jane?"
God i really want to tell him i love him.

"Thank you for taking care." I said fighting my thoughts.
He kissed my hands and gave me a soft smile and laid me down for me to sleep.
"Don't say thank you, you should get some rest okay?" I nodded and dosed off to sleep

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