~a few days later your pov ~
I stared out at the sky from my room it was a beautiful day. The sky its usual grey , the icy cold breeze gently blowing, a quiet day...just like the day me and Alois expressed our feelings for each other for the first time.
~flash back~
(u two were 14)
*knock knock*
I knocked softly on the door nervous for today was the day I plan to tell Alois my true feelings with out chickening out.
The door then opened revealing my favorite butler Claude Faustus. I blushed at the sight of him. I couldnt help it he was just so devilishly handsome!!!(get it)
"Ahh miss y/n its a pleasure to have u here once again " said Claude in his deep sexy voice while bending over to see eye To eye. His face inches-no centimeters away from my face. I could feel my blush grow stronger by the second. He then gently grabbed my chin to pull me closer when...
"Y/N!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Shouted a voice from behind claude. Claude then moved away from me and I was then tackled by a blonde blur. It was Alois!
"OH Y/N IM SO HAPPY TO SEE U I MISSED U SOON MUCH WHY DID U LEAVE ME TWO DAYS AGO DO U NOT LOVE ME Y/N DO U NOT LOVE ME!!!!!!!" Yelled Alois as he nuzzled his face on my breast.
"Well of course u do if u didn't u wouldn't be coming back for me now would u,"said Alois in a sexy deep voice a with sexy smirk appearing on his lips as he twirled a strand of my hair with his slender fingers.
"Anyways come to garden with me y/n I have a surprise for u!!!!!!!"said Alois as he got off of me holding a hand out for me to take. I shyly took it and off we ran to the garden like little kids.
"Y/n I have something I want to show u. "Said Alois as he grabbed my cold hands with his warm ones. He giggled at the touch of my cold hands.
"cold hands warm heart ... Nina muerta "(dead girl in spanish sorry its almost may 5th)spoke Alois as he then dragged me to the forest which was connected to his garden.
"Alois where are u taking me???"I asked giggling wanting to know what the surprise was.
"If I told u it wouldn't be a surprise nor a secret now would it y/n "Said Alois as he stuck his tongue out at me.
~mini time skip~
After a couple of minutes We soon stopped behind a big tree.
"Okay y/n cover Ur eyes" spoke Alois with his cute cheery voice.
I did as he said and he then lead me out from behind the tree. After a few steps he told me to open my eyes and as I did I saw the second most amazing most beautiful sight in my life (the first being Alois's lower half which I got to see plenty of times) what I saw before me was just... It left me speechless at the time.
It was beautiful. It was surrounded my millions and I mean millions of flowers. Pink flowers,red flowers, blue ones u name it it was there. Flowers all sizes some flowers I could name but others I have never seen.
"A-aAlois
"Isn't it marvelous y/n "said Alois wrapping his arms around my waist. The feel of his warm arms around me... I felt safe under his grasp. I closed my eyes for a bit just to saver this beautiful moment. For I know It'll never last... With something good always comes something worse.
"Come on Alois lets go! Lets explore this entire place while were still young!!!while we still can!!! Before this beautiful moment fades away from our pathetic pointless life!!!!"
I then grabbed his hand with a smile plastered on both of our faces and ran as fast I can through the garden Alois following behind.
We then reached a large section of dandelions and without even thinking nor caring I let myself fall into the dandelions. The cushiony dandelions cushioning my fall. When I hit the floor a wave of the dandelion fluff went flying... They looked almost like ashes.
Ashes... Ashes... And we all... Fall...down
The smile on my face grew as I thought about the fall. It almost felt like I was falling it to a pit if darkness... As if I was falling into the end of my life.
Alois then joined me by jumping in next to me and giggling like a little girl. I couldn't help but giggle as well. I loved him I still do but he's gone now. The strange part is I always knew that one of us would die young...
"hahaha wasn't that fun y/n!!???! Didn't it feel like u were falling to Ur doom and the last thing u saw was the beauty of the gray sky and the beauty of this hidden garden
!"said Alois staring into the sky then rolling over on top of me pinning my hands above my head. I giggled at what he said.
"You read my mind Alois"
He then got off of me and held out a hand for me to take. I took it without hesitation and we headed deeper into the garden. We then found a large beautiful Japanese cherry blossom tree. Its pink flowers gently floating down to ground in the light breeze with such grace. Me and Alois then ran up to the tree to admire its beauty from up close.
"Its such a beautiful tree huh Alois "
"Yes but its not as beautiful as you y/n "spoke Alois shyly as shy blush burned on his cheeks.
I blushed at his response. He then walked up to me and placed a cherry blossom on my hair and held my hands tight. He then wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close. I could feel his member poke me and oh my it felt so good it started to turn me on a bit.
"Y/n... "spoke Alois shyly looking at me straight in the eye with a shy yet hurt expression.
"Yeah Alois???"
"Uh well y/n... You and Me have known each for quite some time now huh "spoke Alois a small blush appearing on his face again seeing his cute small blush made me blush as well.
"Yeah since we were like 7 or 8"
"Well um do u remember how when we were about that age and our parents other noble friends would look at us like we were diamonds and Jew's and whisper to each other as they looked at us???"spoke Alois with a laugh.
"Yeah I always felt a bit awkward but I didn't say anything "
"Well one day I found out what they were talking about they were always admiring how cute we looked together and that we would be such great lover... And u know I think -no im positive I know that we were meant to be y/n Idk if its just puberty speaking but y/n I love u I love u so much I've been jacking off to u so much its abnormal,inhuman,and just... Oh y/n u dont know how hard it is to have such feelings for someone who u know does not feel the same for u!!!!"spoke Alois calmly then cried his heart out to the last part.
"What?! Alois I do... I do love u and I've been feeling the same thing about u but sorry im not a boy so I dont jack off...I get wet...and a bit horny..."I said giggling blushing madly and embarrassed.
"You you do???you love me?!?!"spoke Alois wiping a tear away from his eye.
"I love u Alois I do and there's nothing that can stop me from loving u!!!!!!!"I said hugging him tightly he then returned the hug and pulled away he then softly placed his warm lips on mine and I quickly melted into the kiss. We kissed for what seemed like forever but sadly we soon had to break the kiss cuz of lack of air.
"We should get back to manor y/n Claude might have some thoughts about what we're doing here if u know what I mean" said Alois as he grabbed my hand.
"yeah okay but wait I have an idea we should carve or initials on the tree. "I said I then whipped out my pocket knife And wrote our initials. A + first initial) craved neatly on the tree inside a carved heart.
We then ran to back to the manor and that night was the best night of my life if u know what I mean.
~end of flash back ~
Without noticing a smile had crept onto my face. I let out a love struck sigh as I remembered our first time. oh fine ill let u in on some detail.
~sing along~
Oh you know ~
Tongue in mouth moanin groanin Makin all them love filled noises big d OMG gimme gimme gimme please...
Lyrics by : me (author)
Idea for it: me (author)
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