Summer Of Our Lives!

Chapter 54

Leas POV- I arrived back at the Motel and Hayes, Jen, and Tyler were the only ones who were there
"Hey Lea" Jen said
"My dad.." I whispered
"Your dad? What?" Hayes said
"He's..um uh dead.." I said
"He's dead? How?" Tyler asked
"Train.." I said. I walked away to my room, I couldn't tell how I was feeling. Relieved? Sad? Depressed? Happy?
"Are you okay?" Jen asked coming in
"I don't know" I said "I can't feel anything. I dont know if I'm sad or happy"
"Its going to be ok. You have us, your dad is in a better place now" she said
"That's it. I don't care if he's dead.."
"You have to. Hes your father" jen said
"Can I be left alone? Please.. Thanks" I said
"Yeah, no problem" she said and left. 10 minutes later of just thinking everyone else arrived being loud, then Jenn was talking, I couldn't make you what she said but then everyone went quite. I went on my phone and posted a picture of me and my dad
"RIP, miss you ❤" then posted it. Seconds later I got comment, some saying they don't feel bad or they're glad. And some more saying they feel bad or they're here for me. Then I heard a knock on my door, it was all the girls
"Come in" I said.
"You ok?" Makenzie asked
"We heard about your dad" Fabiana said
"I'm fine" I said
"Do you want to be left alone?" Catt asked
"You can leave if you want to, I don't care" I said
"No were all gonna stay. Wanna Watch a movie?" Jenn asked
"Sure, just let me get dressed into sweats. I'll be out in a bit" I said and they all left. I put on sweats and put my hair into a messy bun and put on one of my dads old hoddies, it was big on me but whatever. Then I heard a knock on my door
"Who is it?" I asked
"Daniel"
"Go away" I said. Then he came in
"Look, I'm so sorry about your dad"
"Like you care about me and my family" I said sassy
"I do care. A lot. I'm sorry about what happened with everything. Me and Andrea, your dad, you and hayes. I'm sorry" he said
"I really don't want your self pity" I said and walked out. God, I was so pissed. Idk who at tho. Myself? My dad? Andrea and daniel? Idk.. I realized I was standing there for a good 10 seconds then hayes, Nash , Cameron and the jacks came over
"You ok?" Nash asked
"Yes, I'm fine" I said leaving them
I'm so sick and tired of everyone asking if I'm ok. I'm not! I never was..
"What movie?" Rachel asked
"Where Andrea?" I asked
"She went home" Cameron said
"She's not on tour anymore?" I asked kinda happy
"Yeah, we kinda kicked her out" Johnson said
"Oh..well idc what movie. You pick" I said and went and sat down.
"Ok! Hmm...ou! Anyone likes Fast and Furious??" Rachel asked
"Omf yes!!" We all said
"Ok, fast and furious 7!" She said and put it in. She went and sat next to Matthew, Nash and Fabiana sat together, Kierstyn and Taylor, Makenzie and Cameron, Catt and Johnson, and Gilindky and Carter and Daniel sat in one spot..then Hayes came over and sat with me
"Hey" he whispered
"What?" I asked
"Dont worry about your dad tonight. Its just going to make you sad"
"Look, I'm not sad"
"You're not?"
"No, not really. Just watch the movie" "ok" he said. Then he pur his arm around me and I got a lot of butterfly's in my stomach.