I Need To Loose You To Love Me

perfume of hate pt1

My name is aurora...,I was born during autumn season... Gust of sadness was with me since the day I was born. I lost my father before I was born and i lost my mother while she gave birth to me. ""Isn't it lovely that beautiful things disappear very early."""
I lived with my grandparents in a small apartment and when I was in highschool i never had any friend because I lost my bestfriend when I was in 5th grade. I stopped loving people because everything I find pretty disappears.... I don't know who I am ..just a doom for everything I love ?
•I wasn't aware what was going on in my life, I used to sit on roof top hoping for better ending because All is well if it ends well..
•I moved from my house and left my grandparents because I never loved them because I was afraid to fall in love
• I completed my highschool and graduated successfully. I moved to Tokyo and I searched for a job finally I got a job in a good company, it was one of the best company in Tokyo. It was my first meeting with my boss and other members of company. I was on my way and while crossing road a fast car was about to hit me......... When all of a sudden a tall and handsome man came out of the car and he started blaming me and i started yelling at him .......we were yelling at eachother like highschool kids.. Finally the fight was over and i was already late for meeting I missed the bus and I arrived late at meeting. I stepped in meeting room and saw that same man sitting on table I was so shocked and embarrassed......
~ I sad "wtf are you my boss ?"
~The man : "tf you are doing here...don't tell me you are the new member of our company".
Everyone in meeting room was looking at me as if I was some alien
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''''''He was my boss!!!!and I was so disappointed with myself...
~~~ (mr suho, somebody called from behind " Which I assume to be his name )~~~