Toxic Heart

LOVE

"Have you dated before?" Sunghoon asked, you held the camera up to your face snapping a quick photo of the couple.

The girl laughed out loud while shyly feeding the boy a chocolate covered strawberry. They were on a picnic and you were staring over at them at awh.

"No" you finally answered "really? Why?" "No one hasn't really caught my attention" you shrugged. He nodded his head before leaning towards you "well how does one caught your attention?" "Well.." you started, that was a good question but you weren't sure how to answer it. I mean he caught a bit of your attention.

"Well I guess you have to be really funny" you cleared your throat "am I funny?" He softly asked. "You also have to be really sweet" "am I sweet?" "But also, the way that I want someone to love me.. I don't think I could ever find it.." you mumbled.

He raised a brow "tell me more" "well you see, I want them to study the small details about me" you turned your body towards him "like I don't know, kissing all the beauty marks I have-" you were cut off by Sunghoon raising your hand up to his lips, kissing the tiny beauty mark you had your pinky.

"Like this?" He smiled, your cheeks burned. "N-no, I want them to notice the way my face lights up whenever I see something I like, and they remember not because I told them .. yknow?" Sunghoon nodded his head.

"Have you dated before?" "A few times" he confessed "but there was nothing special in those relationships, I think that's why I struggle with the idea of love" "so you were just dating to date?" "Basically, I mean I feel the adrenaline but I just don't feel the sparks and fireworks."

"So you don't believe in love?" "Well of course I do" he laughed "I just don't think there's no such thing of the fairy tale type of love" "interesting" you commented causing for him to chuckle, you were greeted by his dimples.

"pain is very beautiful" he randomly blurted out, his hand trailed up your arm then up to your cheek where his thumb rubbed against. His love language is definitely touch, but would that work out? I mean yours was too but you were too shy about it.

"Why do you say that?" "Because of the growth that comes out of it" his eyes focused onto the couple. "Pain is also proof that you love a person" "have you experienced that?" You cautiously asked, Sunghoon smiled "no but is it bad that I'm dying for it to happen already?" He chuckled.

"You're so weird" your finger stabbed into his chest, he laughed out loud "what should we do next?" He huff throwing himself on the blanket you two had laid out, his eyes stared at the stars that the night had laid out.

"Maybe we could go out for coffee again" you softly smiled, he nodded his head "I'll feed you bread again" "we'll meet there on Monday" "but that's next week!" He said out loud.

You simply nodded your head as he laid against his elbows lifting his upper body "how about tomorrow?" "I'm hanging out with a friend" "a friend?" He raised a brow.

You nodded your head again "yeah I have friends.." "well im aware of that now.." he sighed "well have fun I guess"

You raised a brow while nodding your head "thanks.." was he jealous? But the two of you weren't dating.. you weren't sure  if you were adding the things up in your head correctly.

A/n sorry for the slack! I was sad for a bit Lmfao but don't forget to comment and vote! Ily<3