Just Friends - Book Two in the As Love As You Love Me Series

chapter four.

This is the edited version.

The R-Rated version is in the Restricted Chapters.

4.

Justin’s POV;

It was 3 in the morning but I couldn’t find myself to sleep. I got up to get a glass of water from the kitchen but the light from the den caught my eye. I slowly opened the door and saw Dylan sitting on the lounge couch, eating popcorn, looking at the TV. “Hey, uh, I didn’t know who was in here.”

She snapped her head at me, “Oh? It’s just me, sorry if I woke you up.” She sheepishly smiled.

“I couldn’t sleep.” I admitted. I went to sit next to her, careful to leave space between us. This was the first time I ever had her alone in a while. I didn’t want to jeopardize this and mess up all over again. That’d just put me back at square one and that’s not where I want to be.

“You okay?” she asked.

I shook my head, “I don’t even know anymore to be honest. One minute I know what I want and the next I don’t. I feel so confused and it’s making me angry.”

“What do you mean?”

I took in a sharp breath. I knew it was going to come out one of these days. “I can’t get you out of my head Dylan.”

“I know.” She sighed. “I keep thinking about our kiss and I hate myself for it.”

I laughed, “That makes me feel so much better.”

I made my way to get up but she caught my arm. “I’m sorry that I chose Vince, but Justin please understand that I did want the feeling I have for Vince to be for you. That night I sat there crying the day you kissed me, I just…I just kept thinking about Vince.”

“Is this supposed to make me feel better?”

“No but, now every time I kiss Vince, or he holds me…I think of you. I think of how tight you held me that day in the hallway. I think of the things you’ve told me before and how I feel when you’re around me. I get nervous…you make me nervous and I just...want you.”

I couldn’t stop the smile that cascaded my face. But I wiped it away and slowly pulled my arm out of her grasp. “I can’t be played with Dylan.”

I was starting to walk out of the room until Dylan said, “Vince wanted me to have sex with him tonight.”

I snapped my head to look at her. “Did you do it?”

“No, no I didn’t. I didn’t do it because I-I…”

“You what?” I snapped.

“I want you to do it. I want you to be my first.” Dylan whispered.

It took me a minute to think about everything. I could either just walk away from this opportunity and regret it later or I could have sex with her, giving her what she wants, and then still end up regretting the decision. I obviously took the second option because it took me no time to capture her lips with mine once more.

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