Iɴ Lᴏᴠᴇ Wɪᴛʜ A Bʀᴀᴛ. [𝙷𝚊𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚏]

[Part 15]

I looked up and saw........

H-Haruto!!?!?

Y/n : haruto!...
I quickly got up wiping my tears

Y/n : uh! What are you doing here?
I said as I rubbed my head

Haruto : (sighs) nothing just came to check on you!

Y/n : you didn't need to i'm fine actually!
I said trying to sound as normal as I can

Haruto : y/n!
He suddenly looked up to me

Y/n : y-yes?
I said

Haruto : can I ask you something?
He asked still looking at me

Y/n : yes you can...

Haruto : i'm actually sorry!
He said finally looking away

Y/n : uh..why are you sorry?
I asked a little bit confused

Haruto : f-for......
He took a break

Haruto : for kissing y-you!
He finally spoke

I didn't knew what to say I just stood there unable to speak anything

Haruto : I just....cu couldn't handle myself!
He said looking down at his feat

I was too surprised to say anything I was just quite

Haruto : I....i'm sorry!
He said and stood up from my bed and went out of the room

After he went out I let myself fall on my bed I looked up at the ceiling while still thinking why he did that

Y/n : why did he kissed me then?
I was still in thoughts that I didn't realise that I fall asleep

Next Day -:

(At class room)

Jennie : so he said that?
(She asked after I told her everything that happened between me and haruto)

Y/n : yeah! And I don't know what should I do!
(I said smiling weakly at her)
(She then turned towards me and made me look at her)

Jennie : now be honest with me, you promise you will?
(I nod)

Jennie : (sighs) ok now tell me! Do you live haruto?
(I looker up at her shocked)

(Do I love him I actually know my answer but I want to deny the fact that i actually fall in love with him)

Y/n : I...ummm...

Jennie : I take it as a yes!
(I quickly looked up at her)

Jennie : I am right! Am I?
(I finally accepted and nod while looking down at my feet)

Jennie : (sighs) then just go and confess to him!
(I again looked up at her shockly)

Y/n : but I can't...
Jennie : why?
(She asked staring at me)

Y/n : i'm afraid that he would reject me and the relation between us will become more worse!
(I said again looking down)

Jennie : look y/n everyone has only one life...if you want that one life to be the best then you have to get your love!..I know you are afraid, afraid of loosing him but if you didn't confess and someone already got him what will you do?
(I looked up at her, yeah she's right I should be confident but i'm just....not!)

(Jennie put her one hand on your shoulder before saying)

Jennie : look y/n if you want him really then you have to confess your love to him tell him that you love him forget about what will happen in future now you just have to focus on your present, ok?
(I nod)

Jennie : good!
(She then went away from there)

(I think jennie is right but when should I confess to him?)

I think I should do it today....no! Not today...tomorrow!?!?

Uhg!! What should I do!?!?!?...

Y/n was thinking about how to confess to haruto....while there was someone who was seeing all this...

To be continued~