Worried

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Sorry for not posting that much.. my dad set a time limit on all my apps. It sucks....

"You are GOD'S masterpiece"

Warning: Bad thoughts, such as, your not good enough, you will never be enough.

(You are good enough, you are wonderful, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. There is someone looking out for you, like a guard. I may not know you, who you are or your name, but I call you my reader, and I think about you and I hope your ok.)

Weeks later, On a weekend. Peter has been going to school. He hasn't told Ned or Mj about Willow yet. He doesn't know how.

3rd person
Peter sits at the dinner table, all of the avengers  mid conversation. He's silent, not talking. No one seems to notice. No one asks him if he's ok. No one seems to care. Poor Peter, sitting silently all the time. Lost in his thoughts.

POV: Peter
The voice in my head is so annoying...Your not good enough, you will never be enough. Your a disappointment, you ruin everything. Just go. Run away, so you stop hurting everyone.... No I can't run away... I'm enough.. I am enough. No your not. Yes I am! Ugh. I'm fighting with my self. Like always... the voice in my head... always yelling. I'm ok... I'm ok. Calm down Peter! The avengers are right next to you, don't let them know that your not ok. You are ok. Your fine. Your fine... your ok... chill.. Peter: "I'm tired.. I'm going to bed." Tony: "Ok." I run to my room and close the door... I get in the shower and start crying. I whisper "Why me?"  I dry off and get dressed in my hello kitty pjs.

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