Tell me I am not the same

Somethings wrong

I screamed for the pain that was surging through my body.
"Well some ones in a happy mood" the boy across the hall said."what happened to you?
Again a white coat walked in silencing the room.
"How do you feel sweetie" white coat asked?
"What did you do to my arm?" I growled
"Bone marrow" he paused"I needed some" then he left.
"Fuck you" I yelled to him.
"See that's why I can't wait to get out of here" the boy said.
"What are you saying Roban" I said.
"Who's Roban" the boy replied
"Your new name" I smirked
"Oh geez, that's even worse then Lizzie. Anyways I am leaving this joint as soon as I get a chance." Roban said
"You mean like break out?" I replied
He nodded and then a white coat walked. But he wasn't my white coat. In fact this was a girl white coat. I watched her bend down and sit on her knees next to Robans cell. They whispered to each other. I could only make out a few words of what they where saying.things like "not yet" and "it's not ready" I also herd him through my name in there.
"Hey Lizzie we are leaving tomorrow you ready to escape again?"Roban questioned
"Again?" I replied
"What your telling me you have never escaped before?" he said.I nodded. "well then get ready for a surprise"
my eyes grew big. I laid down on the floor and starred at the sealing. imaging the cold wet green grass in between my toes. I couldn't help imagine what I would do for the outside world. that's when I realized that I don't even know what's out there. What if there's big scary beast worst then the wight coats. My emotions where one crazy ride of fear and happiness. I thought of others I could help that where like me. What if the outside world disapproves of me. Maybe it would be safer here. These people are like family. Sure they do stuff I disapprove of like for example taking my body parts. I know it is wrong but all family's have there ups and downs right? So many things to consider I couldn't decided wether I wanted to stay or to go.
"Roban are you still awake?" I asked
"No," he growled, "and that's not my name.
"Why are we escaping from home?" Roban sat up and looked at me "I mean this is where we live and they take care of us."
"You really don't know anything do you?" He paused "do you even know why your here? Or who you are?" I stared at him with a blank face. He put his head in his hand. "your a clone" he paused once more so I could take it in. "These people they use your body parts and give them to the real you. Because the real you is a dare devil or a famous actress or a rich person or a cancer kid. You are an experiment that's why we have to leave. these people are not family, they're scientists. scientists that have their own family's when they get home. Your just an experiment to them." He stopped talking and rolled over to go to sleep.
"I don't believe you... Your lying to me" I stated.
"believe what you want. For all I care stay here, but I am leaving tomorrow afternoon-with or without you."
I rolled over so I couldn't see him I guess I have a lot of thinking to do tonight. Should I trust a boy I have only just met and let him take me to a dangerous new place? Or should I stay with the only family I know.