part 2 : ¨whats scarier ¨

this day

Junior waited for a reply from me , I said ¨ you look good.¨ I told him, Junior lays down on the bed to see me looking at him,Junior said ¨ are you okay?¨ I said ¨ yeah i am ¨ 
 Junior puts his hands on my body, I looked at his eyes , Junior looked at mine I felt happy to be with him, Junior looks at me and said ¨ your so beautiful.¨ I said ¨ thank you.¨ Junior said ¨ of course.¨  ( btw Cee is portrayed by Sadie Sink)  I smiled at him and he smiles at me , Junior kisses my nose, I smiled a bit more, I said ¨ i love you.¨  Junior said ¨ i love you too.¨ I said ¨ i have since a while.¨ Junior said ¨ i have since we met Cee .¨ we both looked at each other for a while just thinking , I move closer to him and he puts his arms around me, I close my eyes for a second, Junior kisses my forehead after i closed my eyes , a smile formed on my lips, Junior said ¨ you make me happy you know.¨ I said ¨ i know.¨ as i looked up at him, Junior kisses my lips, I kissed his lips , he taps my shoulder, I said ¨ yea?¨ he pulls at my sleeve , I smile a bit and said ¨ what are you suggesting?¨ Junior said ¨ i dont know plus we are alone no one will see.¨ I said ¨ you want to see my body is what you mean?¨ Junior said ¨ your making me seem like a weirdo its not like that.¨ I said ¨ fine.¨ i took off my hoodie , Junior said ¨ your beautiful i like how you look .¨ I smiled a bit, Junior kisses my shoulder i saw him stare at my chest a lot, I look away from him staring at my chest, Junior moves away from my shoulder and said ¨ what wrong i saw you looking at me.¨ I said ¨ you were looking at my chest a lot .¨ Junior said ¨ oh um.¨ he blushes , I said ¨ you what?¨ i looked at him for a reply, Junior gets up and turns around to not face me , I said ¨ just say it i wont say anything .'  Junior said ¨ i its nothing .¨ I go over to him for him to face him, Junior held me , I said ¨ look, i am not gonna break up with you just tell me.¨  Junior said ¨i want to start a family with you.¨ he changes the subject, I looked suprised by this, I sat down look at the door, Junior said ¨ i thought about it i really want you and i really want you to be the mother of my children.¨ I said ¨ my love , i dont know what to say.¨ my eyes looking at his, Junior said ¨ i know we are still young but when we are ready i am willing to wait for you.¨  Junior moves closer to me waiting for me to reply, I said ¨ its too much .¨ i looked away from him, Junior said ¨ im sorry i just wanted to be honest.¨ I said ¨ its fine.¨ Junior hands my hoodie back, I said ¨ its fine i dont need it .¨ Junior said ¨ i kinda pressured you to not wear it so wear it my love im sorry .¨ I said ¨ its fine .¨ Junior said ¨ can we at least cuddle together ?¨  I saw him give puppy eyes and i said ¨ okay fine.¨ we cuddle each other on the bed he held on my hips , i play his hair he smiles at me, I said ¨ what is it?¨ Junior said ¨ i love you so much .¨ I said ¨ love you so much too.¨ I smiled at him , Junior kisses my lips and i kissed his lips, we kept kissing each other i felt him smiling while kissing him , i wanted to smile too