The Winchesters

Rescued

Ryan's P.O.V
I suddenly sit up shivering. I'm laying on a metal table in a metal room. I stand up and my feet hit ice. I ignore the cold and open the metal door on the far side of the room. Everything looks familiar. As I open the door memories of this basement come back. I'm at Bobby's. I walk up the stairs wondering why I was locked in the panic room with ice everywhere. All I remember was Dean coming into my room. I walk into the kitchen and Sam and Dean are standing there. They both look at me with wide eyes and don't say anything. Sam suddenly runs over to me and hugs me tightly. "Sam, what happened?" I asked him when he finally let me go. " Do you not remember? You were dead." He said. How didn't I go to heaven or hell? I didn't remember anything. Dean couldn't look at me he just stared at the ground with tears in his eyes. " Dean, what?" I asked walking over to him. " Ryan, I, I was the one that killed you." he said letting more tears fall. " Dean, no, it was technically the demon that did." Sam said cutting in. "Yeah, don't torture yourself." I said lifting Deans head to look me in the eyes. He finally smiled and hugged me. " Okay, finally where's Bobby and Cas?" I asked letting go of Dean. "Bobby's at the library and Cas is in your old room but he isn't doing so well." Sam said kind of nervously. " Ill be careful but I'm going to see him." I said walking upstairs.
I open the door at the end of the hall and see Cas sitting on the floor with the butterfly I have him and the portrait I drew of him. "Cas?" I asked quietly not to scare him. He drops the things in his hands and stands up. He looks at me for a second then runs towards me and picks me up. He hugs me tightly and starts crying on my shoulder. " How?" I ask him. He looks down, still crying. "What?" I ask him lifting his head up but he turns away. "I'm not an angel anymore." He whispered. " I gave you all my grace. You're the angel now."