Hi again! So it's been awhile since I did the last one. I did say that I may break the promise and I did so Here is the fourth story to the series. I think you guys are gonna like this one. I hope! I'm not gonna but any thing about this story in her...
It's been weeks since my other dad left and I'm still glad he did. I was sitting in my room on my bed when Dad came in. I smiled cause I was happy to see him. He asked me how I was doing with dad leaving and I just said that I was fine.
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"So how are you with your father leaving?" Michael says
"Dad I'm fine and I'm glad he did. I'm glad it's just you and me and Ruby" I said back
"You sure hon?"
"Yup I'm sure"
"Would you be ok if I dated again?"
"Yes I want you to be happy but please don't find a guy that's like dad, he was a horrible father also why don't you like girls. I feel like having a mother would be great but I guess I can't have one cause you don't like them, you like guys and that's ok cause I love you"
"I love you too"
"Wait! Do you have a date to go on or something?"
"Yes why?"
"I don't know I was just wondering"
"Ok"
"Dad?"
"Yeah"
"Be careful"
"I will"
"Good well Good luck and I'll see you when you get home"
"Bye"
"Bye dad"
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Later He comes home and so I run out there and into his arms.
He looks really happy and he tells me that he the guy that he went on a date with is his boyfriend now and I felt really unhappy for some reason.
I told him that I would be fine with him dating again but i'm not. I want it to always be the 3 of us. I mean when my other father left I liked that it was just me, dad, and Ruby and I don't want another man in my life. I wanted to tell him but I just couldn't.
I went to go see Ruby and she told me that I should tell him. I told her that I don't want to hurt his feelings because I love him too much. She said If I don't tell him now then I'll be unhappy for the rest of my life if my dad and this guy get married one day and I don't want to be unhappy for the rest of my life. I go into dads room and I tell him the truth, I realized that Ruby was right, I don't want dad and this guy to get married one day because I want him to be the only guy in my life. Having two dads is great but Troy was not a good father and so I'm not gonna trust this new guy that is in my dads life.
"Dad?" I say
"Yes" He says back
"I need to tell you something"
"Ok"
"I know I told you that I would be ok with you dating again but I lied, I don't want you to have a boyfriend and I want it to just be the 3 of us. I want it to be just you, me, and Ruby. I love you but please I don't want you to date again and I don't want you to, to get married one day. I still don't trust the guy yet, I feel like he's gonna be like dad and I don't want to be miserable for the rest of my life"
He looks at me with a mad glare and I feel horrible. I feel like I just hurt his feelings and I never wanted to do that.
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He ends up walking away and I start crying. I messed up and now what if he hates me forever. I really don't think a father can hate their daughter forever but I think I really messed up and I don't know how to fix it.
I should have told him the truth when he asked me If I would be ok if he dated again because I lied and now he probably won't talk to me for a while.
I'm such a mistake and I ruin everything. I probably just ruined my relationship with my father and all I want to do is be a family again. I told him because Ruby told me to and now my dad will never love me ever again, great! My other dad left when they got divorced and now my dad hates me.
I love him and I lied to him because I thought it would make him happy but then I told him the truth, I don't want my dad to date another guy because the last one sucked. I don't want a stepdad, I just want my dad. Having two dads isn't bad but my other father didn't love any of us and sure the next one could be nicer but I still don't want a stepdad. I never will!
Ok so dad locked himself in his room and he said he wouldn't talk to me which made me tear up. I knocked on his door and he told me to go away. I told him that I'm not going away until he talks to me because I want to know that he still loves me.
No answer so I go back to my room. I wish I was still dead, it would have made things so much easier.
Later I go into the kitchen and dad is standing there.
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We both look at each other and He finally says something but it isn't the words I wanted to hear.
Michael: "You shouldn't be here Serenity, You should run away! I don't really love you anymore"
Serenity: "WHAT! Dad I'm sorry ok I just didn't want you to date another man because 1, I don't want a stepdad and 2. I want it to be just us, Dad please! Please just forgive me, if you don't then I'll just listen to you and I'll run away"
He doesn't say thing after that so I pack my things and leave.
