Our Summer

Prologue

"You should stop liking me." He said with a serious tone.

"Huh? But why? I thought...i thought we're good?" I'm confused. We were so happy yesterday. What happened now?

"Did I do something wrong?"

"No, you didn't. I just can't...like you back." He looked away after saying that. "I tried to return the feelings you've been showing me but I failed."

I laughed in pain. Thinking that he's pranking me again. "Stop that card on me xiaojun. I'm serious here. Please, stop this joke." I said as I hit his shoulder.

He didn't talk and he just looked at me with his serious eyes. He seemed so cold.

"A-are you serious? Then, why did you act like that? Why did you make me feel that you like me too? What are those things? We were happy when together, right? What happened, xiao?"

I bit my lower lip and looked up to hold my tears. He said, he didn't like me but he gave me mixed signals? What was that?

"Yue, you know that we have different personality. I don't think we are good to be together and..." He stopped for a second. He exhaled after saying those words with finality. "I can't imagine being with you."

Right. Maybe, I'm really a two-faced bitch to think that I will really fit his standards. He's Xiao fucking Dejun after all. Everyone likes him even though he has this thick eyeglasses with him.

"That's it? You're doing this to me because of that?" I laughed sarcastically. "You're so shallow."

"Yue-"

"Do you want me to change, then? I will do it if that's what you want, hmm? Just...j-just don't do this xiaojun." I sobbed. What about the memories we made?

"Yue, let's stop this. I'm sorry. I think this is the last time we should talk. Let's not see each other aga-"

"You know what? You made my hopes high. And I hate you for that. You made me think that finally, you'll like me back because I thought you feel comfortable and happy when you're with me but I guess I really expect too much. How stupid I am." I laughed with tears starting to fall from my eyes.

"Thank you for the memories we've done. I'm grateful because I was with you while doing that. It was my dream and will just stay still as a dream."

I wiped the tears on my cheeks using the back of my hand. I smiled and looked at his face with full of emotions in my eyes for the last time.

"Yeah, you're right. Let's don't see each other again. If we meet again, don't come near me or i'll slap you hard."

"Goodbye, Xiao."

I turned and walked away. It's hard to walked away from the guy who I used to be with, who made me feel comfortable, who made me feel like I'm worth it, like I deserved to be loved too but also, made me feel the worst.