When ever something happens like someone trying to walk away from me when I'm upset or me being left all alone for to long or someone saying mean things about me I start to get really angry. I can't conteoll it. I will feel so overwhelmed and agervated. I'll think about hurting or killing myself. I feel like I'm worthless like life is stupid. Everything is just stupid. I'll tell at people I love and say mean things to them I'll cry so hard I drop to my knees and I can't control any of it. These fits last for at least a half hour untill they just kinda fade untill I'm left confuses on what really just happened and than hate myself for how I acted.
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