100 Tula Para Kay Sam

Prose #98

I hate the world. I hate it enough to crave the absence of life in my body.
I would love to abandon everything, but that means abandoning you too.
You made it bearable.

I would honestly die for anything.
I know how to swim, but I will drown.
I know how to get out of a burning house, but I will burn to crisp.
I know how to survive, I just choose not to.

Despite falling into the void of unwillingness to live.

I would live for you.