Confessing

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Skip to 8th grade
Its my first year without Oliver and their first year without their parents and it's a lot for all of us
Junior: how are you holding up
Paige: it's difficult my first year without Oliver
Junior: hey it will be ok just don't think about it
Paige: I'll try not to
Junior: come on we gotta get to science
Paige: oh god
Junior: you'll be ok you got us
I just smile at him and we walk into science and I look at Oliver's old seat and I start crying
Paige: I'm sorry mrs.Fairchild but I can't do this
I run out the room and run to the bathroom and then I hear someone walk in and then a knock on the stall door
Lexy: hey you ok
I open the stall door and I hug her and just cry into her and she sits down and I put my head on her chest
Paige: he's gone and in 2 months it's gonna be the one year anniversary of his death I don't know how much I can keep doing this Lex he was the love of my life and now he's just gone
Lexy: you wanna go sit at his locker
Paige: yeah
We walk out the bathroom and they still have everything up for him because me and his parents wanted it to stay up even after we graduate middle school and high school we walk over to his locker and I just stand there and put my head on his locker and Lexy holds my hand and I smile and then mrs.f walks out the classroom
Mrs.f: you know you can take the jersey if you want
Lexy: she can
Mrs.f: yeah his parents said she can take it whenever she wants
Paige: really
Mrs.f: yeah
This is what your wearing

I take the jersey of the memorial thing and me and Lexy go to the bathroom and I take my shirt and put the jersey on and I just break down in tears And Lexy knocks on the stall and I open it and she hugs me Lexy: Omg your makeup is fucked up come ...

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I take the jersey of the memorial thing and me and Lexy go to the bathroom and I take my shirt and put the jersey on and I just break down in tears And Lexy knocks on the stall and I open it and she hugs me
Lexy: Omg your makeup is fucked up come on let's go to science to fix your makeup
Paige: ok
We walk out the bathroom and I put my head down and we walk in science and everybody looks at us
Lexy: come on sweet girl
She grabs my hand and takes me where her and Junior sit and he looks at me
Junior: oh fuck Lex fix her makeup
Paige: no shit Junior that's what she's doing
Junior: sorry
He smiles at me and we fix my makeup and I go sit in Oliver's seat and just put my head down and look at me and his messages and then I get a text from Oliver
Oliver<3: did you miss me babe
I put my phone down
Paige: mrs.f I need to leave for a second
Mrs.f: take the time you need
I run out and stand at the door and then get a text from Oliver
Oliver<3: meet me at my locker
I run to his locker and see him standing there and I run up and hug him
Paige: how are you here You were stabbed to death
Oliver: I limped away before the fire started and I limped out the back door and I was outside
Paige: why do your parents think your dead
Oliver: they know I'm alive I just can't come to school cause people think I'm dead
I see Lexy and them run out
Lexy: who are you talking to
Paige: Oliver
Junior: nobody's right there
Paige: Oliver is literally standing right there
Devon takes a picture and shows me and it's just me
Paige: what
Oliver: only you can see me cause you can't let me go all of them did Btw you look good in my Jersey
I smile and they look at me like I'm crazy
Oliver: really love what you did with my locker
I open his locker
Oliver: our favorite pictures too
Paige: yeah
Oliver: go eat I'll talk to you later
Paige: ok love you
Oliver: love you too
He then disappears
Lexy: what happened
Paige: only I can Oliver cause y'all let him go I haven't
Junior: makes sense
Paige: let's go to lunch
Devon: ok
Jake and Devon hold hands and then me and Lexy hold hands and I hold juniors hand because he's lonely and then we go to lunch and shit and then me and Lexy hang out with Oliver supervising
Lexy: so
Paige: so
Oliver: just kiss her bro you can tell you love her and you can tell she loves you
Paige: but You
Oliver: I'll still be here I'm not going anywhere
Lexy: talking to Oliver
Paige: yeah get used to it, it's gonna happen a lot
Lexy: ok
Oliver: come on do it
Paige: fine
I lean in and kiss her and she kisses back and then I hear a knock on the door
Paige: shit it's either Devon or my dad
Me and Lexy act like we are on our phones and Paige: COME IN
Devon walks in
Devon: hey your dad said dinner is gonna be ready soon
Paige: ok
He walks out
Lexy: so
Paige: listen Lexy I like you
Lexy: oh Um


















Ok what's gonna happen sorry if I left you on a cliffhanger love y'all

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