Royally Fucked

Chapter 14

Davina's POV

My body hurts. My legs are sore and I'm tired. My body feels like it's fucking buzzing.

I slowly open my eyes but quickly close them because of the bright light.

I hear voices and feel soft kisses on my face. I know it is Ash and a small smile forms on my lips. I keep my eyes closed though.

The voices keep coming but it's like they are all smooshed together. I open my eyes and see my dad, a doctor, and Ash.

I look at him while he talks to the doctor. He rubs his hands through my hair and I lean into his touch.

My body is buzzing but it's not too overwhelming. I finally can feel my deman. She is in awe of Ash. Listening to all my powers talk gives me a headache and I groan in pain.

Ash's attention is quickly put directly on me. My demans heart basically exploded when she saw Ash's look of love and worry.

"Hey princess. How are you feeling?" He asks softly. I groan and pull him into a hug to which he chuckles.

"Are you okay? Did he hurt you? Are your powers overwhelming you?" My dad rushes out.

I bury my head in Ash's chest and mumble "No they are not but this conversation is. Too loud. "

I hear my dad grunt and leave the room. Ugh so moody. I hear the doctor quietly chuckle and leave the room as well.

Ash lifts my face but I press it back into his neck. All the noises and lights are just too much.

"Look at me" Ash whispers.

I groan. "No. It hurts. Too loud. Too bright. It hurts." Suddenly my eyes start to water. I want to listen and make him happy but it is all too much. He's going to hate me for not listening to him.

Suddenly I start to sob from not doing as he asked. My powers are mad at me for not listening to their mate. Why is this all so overwhelming!

I feel Ash pick me up and sit with me on his lap. Him holding me starts to help me feel less anxious.

"They hate me" I whisper as tears continue to fall.

"Who hates you love" He asks.

"My powers. I kept running away from you and now they are all so talkative and I didn't listen to you when you said look at you. Now they hate me. I can't though. Everything hurts. Why does everything hurt?" I say as I sob harder. Ugh I hate emotions.

My powers started to fight over who upset me and it's too much. It's all just too much.

Ash soothingly rubs my back. "Focus on me. Block them out. It's just you and me. I'm not mad at you princess. Focus on my voice. That's all you should hear. Be a good girl and listen to only my voice." He gently tells me as I nuzzle my head into his shoulder.

The voices of my bantering powers start to quiet til I only hear him. I lean into his touch and slowly open my eyes. He softly smiles at me and starts to wipe away my tears.

Ugh I want to be a bad bitch. Not a whiney, needy bitch. He has fucking ruined my boss girl reputation.

"I fucking hate you." I groan.

He stiffens and I realize I've hit a nerve. Why am I so stupid. He grips my chin to look at him. His eyes are filled with worry and anger. "I thought we were over that. I don't know what else I can do to make you love me. You shove me away and hurt me and I forgive. What else do you want!"

My eyes go wide in shock from the emotions he has on display. I didn't mean to. I never mean to hurt anyone. I always do this. 

"Sorry" I whisper. "It was meant to be a joke and and and I hurt you again." My eyes start to tear up and he pulls me into a hug to comfort me.

"S- stop comforting me when I upset you. I'm mean and h-have to stop. I don't know what I'm s- saying. I'm tired and everything is overwhelming. I'm so horny. Why am I also do horny!" I cry into his chest. I hear him chuckle. He likes that I'm puddy in his hands.

"Don't laughhh" I whine.

"Aw my poor baby." He coos. "I'm sorry I misunderstood. We'll do that sometimes. This relationship obviously isn't going to be perfect princess. Maybe a little bipolar. Your emotions are running high right now so let's put that talk on pause. You weren't being mean. My emotions are a mess when it comes to you as well. But eventually you will be punished for any bratty behavior." He tells me gently while looking cautiously at me.

I get up from the hospital bed and crawl into his lap. His chair was right next to my bed. He laughs again at my gesture but just laying my head on him wasn't enough. He rubs my back as I calm down.

"Good girl" he tells me as I begin to calm with his touch.

I kiss his cheek and lay my head in his neck. My body must be really tired or he is just really comfy.

"My girl. My princess. My baby. You are my love." He whispers in my ear ever so softly.

"I love you." I whisper back before I fall back into a deep sleep. I feel safe in his arms. He is mine. I should have fought a lot less hard.

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