Ben Chilwell one shots

Missing him

"Come in" you said to the person behind your office door. "Morning" Mason smiled, passing you a cup of hot coffee. "Morning. How are things?" You asked, thanking him. "Good. Still missing him though" he said sad. "I saw the tour. He's so lucky to have you" you smiled. "He's lucky to have you as well" Mason said, making you blush. "He'll be back soon. I talked with him the other day. Said he'll come visit some day" he said. "He didn't reply to my texts" you said sadly. "Anyways, I'll see you after training. And don't be sad" he said, giving you a friendly hug and leaving.

You sat at your desk, savouring the coffee you would usually get with Ben before the morning training session. Since he got injured, he didn't answer any of your texts, you basically stalked him on Instagram in hope of a short text. When you first started your job as a media manager at Chelsea, you promised yourself to not get attached to any of the players. But your plans were ruined by a certain someone, who adored you since the day you bumped into him. Then, you became friends, him asking you for a coffee in one of the cold mornings, which you accepted.

Your day dreaming was interrupted by a short text from Mason.

Come quick x

What the fuck you thought. You quickly took your coat and locked your office, when you bumped into someone. "I'm sorry" you said quickly, locking eyes with the person you loved the most. "Surprise" he smiled cutely. You hug him tightly, not believing he was actually here. "I missed you so much" you said, few tears falling onto his hoodie. "I missed you too, my favourite manager" he smiled. "Come in my office so we can talk" you said, helping him to walk trough the door.

"Enjoyed your coffee?" He asked. "Yea. But I have to go, Mason told me-" "It's nothin. It was my plan" he smiled. "You little" you laughed. "Why didn't you reply to my texts? I was worried sick" you said serious. "I'm sorry... But after the surgery, I felt like shit" he explained. "I could have helped you. I'll always be there for you" you said, taking his hand in yours. "I know... I didn't want to be a burden, especially when I know how busy you are" he sighed. "I'll always make time for you, Benji" you said, rubbing your thumb over his cheek. "Thank you, y/N. I don't deserve a friend like you". His kind words made you smile but deep down they gutted you because you were having more-than-a-friend feelings towards the Chelsea player. "I'll give you a lift when I finish work, okay?" You proposed and he nodded smiling. He knew that it will be the best moment to confess his feelings for you.

Later on, you finished your work and searched for Ben around the place, finding him in deep thought. "Earth to Benji" you laughed and he looked up at you. "You good? Let's go" you said, helping him stand up. The car ride to his place was nothing to silence, he was telling you jokes and the music playing in the background made you feel like you knew this man for your entire life. Sadly, you arrived at his place, but you didn't want this day to end like this. And neither he wanted. So he asked you if you'd like to come in for a tea or something to eat and you agreed almost instantly.

"Oh hello Oscar" you smiled as Ben's dog jumped on you, recognising his favourite friend immediately. "I'll go make you some tea" he said and left you to play with his dog. "Yeah? Who's my good boy? You are" Ben smiled when he heard you talking with his dog like he was a little kid who could understand you. "Here" he said, placing a cup of tea in front of you. "Thanks" you replied, slowly sipping it. "So... I wanted to tell you this for a while, but then my injury came and I have to say that the only thing that helped me through it was you. I was thinking about you and how happy you'll be when I come back and play because I know you're my no. 1 fan" he said. "The thing I want to get to is that I like you, no, I love you so much and I wish I told you earlier because I could really use some help these days and to wake up next to you every day would have helped me a lot more, mentally speaking" he confessed. "I probably ruined our friendship, but I had to get it off my chest" he awkwardly chuckled. "Ben... I love you too... I wish you told me earlier because I would have loved to help you and be there for you, not only at games, but also in your private life" you smiled at him. "So... Can I kiss you now? Because I planned all this in every detail possible and I hoped this amazing day will end with a kiss from my favourite girl in the world" he said and you laughed. "Of course".

He pressed his lips softly on yours, melting into the kiss like you did. You climbed onto his lap with a bit of help from him, the kiss getting heated very fast. "Ben... your leg" you breathed when he pulled away. "It's fine...But that's not why I stopped. I want to take things easily, I don't want to scary you" he chuckled. "Okay... but you're not that scary anyways" you giggled. "Stay the night?" He asked. "I mean I have to help you" you said, winking at him and making him laugh.

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