BJden Series: Chapter 1, Part 1-?, Section 1-?

Brayden x Jayden : BJden 😍🛥

   Section 1 - Part 1
I walk into science class, my 5th hour. The lessons are ALWAYS boring..but it's a class I always look forward to. To say this truthfully, I'm only like...4 feet tall..in 6th grade..So, the handle is around my neck. Before I enter the classroom, I straighten my back, not fully though. Not to little, not to much. I can't look like a try hard, and I can't look like a sleepy ass bitch unless I'm feeling argumentative. My friends aren't really my friends, just people I talk to. The popular kids. If you're a male and you don't sit in their chunks, you're not respected or noticed. My friends aren't reliable, funny, smart..really just idiots I have to base myself off. I silently breathe quickly, And walk in the classroom at an average speed, hovering around my seat before I finally sit down. I look around the class for him, but he's nowhere to be seen besides the place I'd have him anywhere else. Next to that snot bitch Angelina. Honestly, I don't know why he cares so much about her. All she does is kiss every teachers ass. Talk shit about everyone she knows, and hang out with blonde perfect girls. The teacher walks in and he rushes back to his seat, next to me.

   Section 2 - Part 1

Gosh. I can't tell any of my friends this, or anyone really but I am almost in love with him. I wish my friends weren't snitches because I can't even contain my feelings in my body. His smudged up cute face, baby blue eyes and chocolate hair, his funny quirky personality..his sweet cackle..gosh. I wish I wasn't a boy sometimes, though I'm not transgender I wish I could just rant on and on about him with it being normal and cute... and everyone would still like me. I perked up to Angelina saying my name "Jayden's dead" and her witchy cackle..I guess I had zoned out. God now I'd have to work my way out of this to. Brayden was looking right at me, laughing his sweet laugh..I almost blushed, but then remembered we're just friends. Not even that, just two boys whom both are somewhat popular with a "funny" sense of humor. I longed to be more, but even if he returned my feelings..our popularity would skyrocket into the negatives. He wouldn't do it, and really, would I? I'm the giver of bullying, not receiver. It would never work out. Is it ironic I say this (in my head) while "jokingly" flirting with him? No, it doesn't mean anything..that's just what middle school boys do. What I do.