Bloody Love

Some Lives Can't Be Saved

She took her pocket knife opening it up and staring at it should I really do this she thought to herself fuck it she pushed her blade to her wrist wincing and groaning feeling and seeing the blood drop down her arm she layed there cutting the other wrist she layed there as she lost blood getting lightheaded from all the blood loss finally passing out hours later she woke up with the soft humming of the fluorescent lights over her head w-where am I she looked around her eyes locked on her tall muscular boyfriend w-what are you doing here and where exactly is here he sighed sort of loudly dammit Amanda I thought you were over this whole suicide shit you promised me you would talk to me if you were ever feeling this way again she starts crying and babbling not being able to her her he scoots closer to her and holds her hand softly stroking the back of her hand with his thumb it's going to be okay we'll work on it together I love you Amanda and I'm not gonna abandon you when you need me most first we will get you all better and then we will work on getting you the help that you need for now just rest up and I'll be right here when you wake he stood up and leaned over her kissing her forehead she smiled rolling over and closing her eyes her boyfriend sat down next to her never leaving her side three hours later she awoke babe she muttered he throat dry and hoarse can you please get me some water I'm really thirsty you got it babe he replied as he got up and disappeared going to get Amanda some water he came back to find Amanda nowhere to be found he ran from room to room looking for her yelling her name when he came to a big puddle of blood he opened the curtain to find Amanda with a scalpel wrists slashed he ran to her side feeling her neck for a pulse but nothing he screamed and cried begging her to come back he then grabbed the scalpel and screamed I won't live without you my love slitting his throat dying next to her hand in hand finally at peace together forever