𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓'𝒔 𝒔𝒑𝒊𝒕 𝒍𝒆𝒇𝒕 𝒐𝒏 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒕 [Suna x Reader]

✰Rape me, my friend

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

⚠️𝐓𝐰: 𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐞, toxic relationship ⚠️
Absolutely not necessary. If you feel uncomfortable with these topics, please skip the whole chapter.

Sometimes, when I try to sleep, I can't. And that is because I can still hear his voice, it says 'You're my girlfriend, I can do whatever I want with you. If you don't want to, I'll simply leave you. But what would you be without me? That's right, nothing. Besides, if you really loved me, you would let me fuck you.'

Next thing I know I feel his weight on me, pinning me down on his bed, his lips crushed to mine in a violent kiss, his hand making it's way to unbutton his trousers and then forcing its way inside me.

Then, without a warning, he shoves his dick in me, without a condom. It hurt, so much, but there was nothing I could do, I tried pushing him off, I tried asking him to stop. He never did.

This repeated at least once a week. It was torture. I would thank the gods every time I had my period, but sometimes, not even that would stop him.

Every time I think back to this, I feel my heartbeat increase and I start to hyperventilate and feeling my hands shaking for a while.

After two months or so, I see him. He's fucking another girl. She didn't seam to have been enjoying it much either.

I confront him about it. He admits he cheated on me and proceeded to say 'I got bored of you' followed by 'we're e over'.

I remember I cried all night after that. I was so broken. If it wasn't for Suna, holding the fragmented pieces of my soul, with his arms wrapped around me tightly as I sobbed throughout the silent night, I don't know what would've happened to me.

I would've felt so alone.

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An
This chapter was just for the readers to understand the story better.

I really don't know what it must be like to be in kind of relationship. I've got friends who have been, and it was not pretty.

If you've ever been in a situation like this and you want to share your story, or not feel so burdened by it, remember this is a safe place.
You'll get through it, I promise. It might take time, but I suppose time is the only thing that can cure emotional wounds.

I'm really sorry about the Nirvana reference in the title.