IT HURTS

CHAPTER 1

*Mirabel Pov*

                            It was at least 3:10 at night, and I was crying as quiet as I can so I don't wake Dolores. I decided that I will walk around the house when I went to the kitchen I saw a knife sitting on the counter, I felt an urge to grab it so I did. I hid it up the sleeve of my night gown and I  soon as I turned around Dolores was there " hey, what are you doing" Dolores asked " oh I was just getting some water" I replied " oh ok well good night" she said as she walked away. I walked back to my room and sat on my bed I took the night out of my sleeve lifted the bottom of my dress to my thigh, but before I knew I was cutting my thigh it was all numb. after my thigh had no more room for anymore cuts, I cleaned up all the blood and fell asleep. the next morning casita woke me up and I got dressed, I wasn't stressed out about people seeing the cuts because my mom makes all the food in the house. as soon as Abuela started talking I started eating. I glanced down at my leg and pulled my skirt up a bit to see the cuts disappearing. I sighed in relief. my mom looked at with a sad look oh no does she know what I did last night..............