Reckless For Love..!

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Jin sighed and left to his room. The parents just helplessly started at each other in pain, seeing their son in pain.

Jin in his room, he lied down on the bed. "I have to make a Christmas resolution. I have to make Sir happy no matter what. Always keep him happy. Yes!" Jin mentally prepared himself and made that fix in his mind strongly.

He got up from the bed and started to make arrangements for Christmas. He started to decorate his room with a small Christmas tree he had. He decorated it well and also put some lights on it. He plugged it into the switchboard and didn't turn out on.

Eomma and appa will probably think, I have become crazy if I go all happy to them. I should just let them know I am starting to understand things. Jin nodded as he walked in his room, up and down searching for decorations.

He found so many in the boxes he has in his room. The rattling sounds were heard to the people below Jin's floor. They confused, looked at each other. They shrugged it off thinking it is just Jin doing childish things.

Jin, somehow managed to cover up everything till lunch time and when his mother called him down for lunch, Jin just breathed silently and deeply. "I should do this. I can do this!" He said to himself and went downstairs with the same face, he went upstairs after his breakfast.

"Hey, sweetie. How are you doing now?" His mother asked with concern and Jin thought it's the right moment. "Eomma! I'm fine. I just have to think about making sir happy. Maybe he just needs some time to adjust with me. That's it, I.. guess!" He said and sighed.

"I will make him happy and make him feel that I won't embarrass him at all!" Jin said shrugging and giving a small smile. Their parents smiled back but bitterly, feeling the pain Jin is going through thinking he is not worthy to deserve Yoongi.

"Don't think about it, sweetie. It pains me to see you hurt, sweetie. Just eat your food and enjoy your Christmas. Whatever happen, happens for good..."

And when is Yoongi coming back?"

"I don't know when he comes back, eomma. He will be back once the shooting there is over." Jin said munching on the food. "Maybe, next month." He said and continued eating his food. The elder people nodded and continued eating their food.

"Then, we will decorate our home together!" Mother Kim said as she sat down on the chair, sipping wine and so did the father Kim. Mr. Kim nodded agreeing with Mrs. Kim and Jin didn't find anything else to say and he nodded too.

After eating their lunch, Jin and Mr. Kim brought all the decorations from the store room, while Mrs. Kim dusted the firepit and the Christmas tree which was brought by Jin later after eating.

They decorated it well and everything was done within an hour. Jin was all smily when he was decorating the tree and when he realised it, he really missed Yoongi. He wished for Yoongi to be there with him. He wished for Yoongi's smiles on Christmas or New year's. But, it wasn't possible.

Maybe next year!

He took a picture of the decoration and the lighting, he arranged with the lights on, then switched it off. He sent it to Yoongi and to Taehyung. He wished them a Happy Christmas.

Taehyung replied, blessing him with a whole heart. He wished him back, the same.

Meanwhile, Yoongi wanted to see Jin's smile while decoration the tree and the house with lights, putting up the star, etc. He wished him back, the same.

"I miss you already, baby. I love you. ❤️"

Jin heart melted at it.

"I love you too, sir. ❤️" To his sir.

"Be safe and don't skip meals!" He sent to both of them.

"I will and you too." - Taehyung Kim.

"I will, baby." - Min Suga.