ONE SHOTS

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Sivaangi's POV

It's been a hard one year since he left me!! This room still smells like him!! The bed still smells like him!! It's been a tough one year!! He made me strong when he is with me!! But, he didn't know how his Pappa is missing Him!! We didn't confess each other!! We know we both had a mutual Love towards each other!! We shared our own private moments with each other!! Suddenly, one day he left me like that!! I tried to contact him in many ways!! Everything went to vein!! He didn't even call me!! He didn't even text me once!! Did he forget me? Did he avoids me? Did he started to hate me? I still don't know why he left me!! But, each single day I'll pray to God that nothing should happen to him!! I want Him!! I want to be in His embrace!! He is my Safest Place!! In this whole one year, many tried to flirt with me!! Many proposed me!! But, none can be HIM!! Still I wait for Him!! I didn't even know where he is? Whether he got married someone? Whether he got kids? Whether he leave me fully? I don't know what to do!! Fears engulfed me!! When he was with me, My whole day will be like a shining moon!! But, now only the darkness is filled in my Life!! I didn't see my parents for almost 10months!! They miserably shattered seeing me like this!! That is the reason I move out of my house!! But, little did they know that HE is the only medicine for Me!! I came to His flat!! This place have many memories of US!! This is the only place who makes me feel like HIM!! I just shooke away my thoughts!! I got ready for my work!! My another House!! Media Masons!! The next place which has my whole heart!! I'm having a shoot today!! It's not like I'm participating!! I'm the judge there!! Everything changed now!! I'm a Judge in the Super Singer!! The place which I started my journey!! Now I'm 25!! But, still everyone present there is seeing me as their own Kid!! They didn't changed a bit!! I got a call suddenly!! It's Pugazh anna!! My smile appeared again by seeing the name!! I picked the call!!

Siv: Anneyy!!! Epdi iruka?

Pugazh: Sivu maa!! Nalla irken da!! Nee epdi iruka?

Siv: Ha!! Mmm!!! Iruken na!!! Onaku tryathaa?

Pugazh: Pappa!! En chello varuvan da!!

Siv: Antha nambikkai la thn naan iruken na!!

Pugazh: Ena da panra?

Siv: Super Singer shoot iruku na!! Kelambitu irken!!

Pugazh: Pappa!! Ready agi wait Pannu!! Naan varen!!

Siv: Anney!! Onaku en kashtam?

Pugazh: Ithellam enaku kashtama da?

Siv: Athuku ila na!!

Pugazh: En Pappa enna kuda avoid panra? Naan onna mulusa pathu pesi almost six months aguthu!!! Naan enna da panne?

His voice stammered and tears threatened in his eyes!!

Siv: Anneyyy!!! Please Azhatha!!! Nee Inga namma flat ku va!!! Azhatha anney!!! Please!!!

She literally cried hearing her brother's voice!!

Pugazh: Azhatha Pappa!! Naan varen!!

Siv POV

Everyone is missing me makes the sense!! But, the fact is I'm missing myself!! I'm missing my old self!! Only I know, how many times I tried to took poison!! But, the image of my parents, Vino, Sam, Pugazh anna eveyone comes infront of my mind!! I know how important I'm to them!! I just took Sam's shirt and hugged it!!

Siv: En Sam enna vittu pona, nee Ilama ennala epdi iruka mudyum? Ennaku Inga irukave pidikala Sam!! Ellarum kashta padranga, ennala than ellarum kashta padranga!! Na enna Sam thappu panne? En enna vittu pona? Naan venam nu mudivu panni thn enna vittu poniya? Aprm en Sam Enaku hope kudtha? En ipo naan ipdi iruken?? Nee en kuda illanu ellarum enna epdi kindal pannanga tryuma? I love you Samieii!! I love you so much Samieii!! Itha naan onkitta sollanum!! Ana epo nu enaku trla! Athukana time kedaikuma nu kuda enaku trla? I don't know Sam!! I don't know what to do!!! I don't know whether you'll be mine or not? But, I just want to see you once!! Athu kaprm naan on life la vara matten Sam!!!!!😭