recall: WHERE ARE YOU, YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF TRASH!!!!!!and that right there is my lovely sperm Donor.
chapter 2:
I ran down stairs as fast as my feet would take me.
"Yes daddy", I whispered.
"DID YOU JUST SCREAM AT ME!!?!!"
Oh I think I forgot to mention this before my dad is not like all the other abusive ones he's mentally insane. He doesn't drink cause he says he wants to be sober so he can enjoy every moment of beating and raping my mom and I. I was pulled out of my thoughts by his screaming and grabbing me by my hair.
"DID YOU HEAR ME, ANSWER ME YOU BITCH, DID YOU JUST SCREAM AT ME!?!"
"No daddy" I whispered but I guess that wasn't good enough because right then he threw me on the floor and started kicking and screaming at me. He kicked me in between every word to try and get his point across.
"YOU (kick) UNGRATEFUL (kick) LITTLE (kick) BITCH (kick) WHO (kick) DO (kick) YOU (kick) THINK (kick) YOU (kick) ARE (kick) SCREAMING
(kick) AT (kick) ME (kick) LIKE (kick) THAT(kick) I (kick) AM (kick) YOUR (kick) FATHER (kick) YOU (kick) DON'T (kick) TALK (kick) TO (kick) ME (kick) LIKE (kick) THAT!!!"
I didn't even cry I just winced every time the impact of him kicking me hit my ribs. I haven't cried in the last three years and I sure as hell wasn't about to start now. My mother taught me long ago to never cry over his beatings.
*flashback*
"But mom what are we gonna do!?! We cant just let him keep beating us like this one day he's going to take it to far and kill us both" I said crying to my mother.
"Ssssshhhh calm down sweety its alright we're gonna get through this together."
"What if we don't huh!Mom you have told me those same words before and we still haven't gotten through it. Mom he keeps getting more violent cause he wont stop taking drugs and I don't think I can live through another one of his mood swings." I said now balling my eyes out.
"Hey stop crying don't cry over him he doesn't deserve your tears show him that no matter what he does your still strong he might have all the muscle but your strong in the heart and there's no way he can take that strength away from you. So promise me you will never cry for him ever again."
"I don't know how I'm going to do it but I promise I wont momma"
*flashback over*
I was brought out of my flashback seeing my sperm donor come out of the living room closet with a metal softball bat.
"oh no please no" I begged
"YOU BROUGHT THIS UPON YOURSELF SO NOW YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT SO STAND UP"my so called father said.
Once he swung it was like slow motion the bat slowly coming towards me I didn't want it to be in slow motion I wanted to get it over with but I couldn't stop seeing it in slow motion. He put the bat on his right shoulder and swung at my stomach making me loose my breath. Thats when I blacked out.
When I woke up I was still laying on the living room floor clutching my stomach. The house was quiet so i was asuming it was just me and my mom. I walk upstairs to my room open my door and that's when I see her laying there on the floor blood surrounding the bottom half of her body........
Authors note: who do you think was laying on her floor??? To find out
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