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CHAPTER SEVEN
LOUIS
Fuck, Fuck, Fuck.
I didn't know what to do, what to think when Harry shut the door behind himself, leaving me alone in sadness.
Again.
Balou and Sweetcheeks started to bark again but I didn't realize it really.
I was too much into my own depression, I couln't realize anything.
And I wouln't realize.
I felt empty since Harry broke up with me and told me he cheated on me.
I felt alone.
He left me alone.
Alone in sadness and depressions.
And- beeing pregnant.
All I never wanted to feel and to be.
I stood there, looking at the place Harry had just sat a few minutes ago.
I missed him already. But I knew I had no right to miss him.
I shouldn't miss him.
He cheated on me.
I should get over him.
But I couldn't. I fucking couldn't.
He had always been by my side, over the past two years, always.
I never felt left alone but now? I did.
Again.
Before Harry saved me and Mom from Dad, I always felt alone.
But I had Balou.
I always told him what was making me sad and how school was and how much I loved Harry and how beautiful and perfect he was.
I told my dog everything.
Balou was my first best friend before I met Harry.
He always listened to me, like dogs always do.
I told him more I even told Harry.
Balou was my best friend and he and Sweetcheeks still were my best friends.
They were always there for me.
Always.
‚Louis: Do not leave your apartment if it's not really important, please. -H
‚Why?'
‚It's not safe. A criminal escaped and I don't want you to be hurt. Please stay at home. -H
‚Okay. I will watch out. -Louis'
What the hell was Harry talking about?!
I googled about the criminal and nothing came up.