How To Have Sex With Your Dorm Mate

Step 7: Run Away From Your Dorm Mate Because You're Afraid

"Hey Gon, the temperature is supposed to rise to about 90 today." Killua said, tossing his apple into the air, catching it, then proceeding to take a bite out of it.

"Okay, so?" Gon asked, an eyebrow raised.

"Let's do something fun," Killua suggested.

"No thanks. I'd rather just lay in front of my fans all day." Gon smiled.

"You're running up the electricity bill, Gon." Killua said, sighing and taking another bite of his apple.

"Good."

Killua finished his apple while scrolling through his phone. Throwing the core away, he walked over to Gon and pulled him off of the couch.

"Killua, what the hell?!"

"Come on, we're going to the pool." Killua said, dragging Gon away to his room.

"Killua, I already said I didn't want to. Now, let me go."

"No, Gon. I will not let you just rot in here, you need to learn to have some fun." Killua retorted, pulling Gon harder.

"KILLUA LET GO!" Gon yelled. Killua paused and let Gon's arm drop down to his side, it was only then he saw the bruising he had created on Gon's wrist. His eyes widened as he slowly looked up at Gon.

"Gon... I'm sorry." Killua said in a sad tone, backing away slowly.

Gon sighed and shook his head, "Don't worry about it."

Killua stopped and let his head hang low, "Are you mad at me?"

"Of course not," Gon chuckled, "It was an accident, don't worry about it."

Killua shook his head and walked over to the counter, grabbing his keys from the basket that sat in the middle, "I'll be back later."

"Killua..."

"See ya." Killua said as he walked out of the door.

Killua kept his eyes glued to his feet the entire walk to Kurapika's room. Once he got there, he knocked on the door softly. Kurapika opened the door, smiling, but his smile soon dropped when he saw that Killua wouldn't even look at him.

"Killua?" Kurapika said, softly. Getting no response, he pulled Killua into the place, softly, closing the door behind him. "What's wrong?"

"Hurt." Killua said.

"Are you hurt?" Kurapika asked, checking Killua's body to make sure that there weren't any scratches or bruises or anything of that sort.

Killua shook his head, his eyes still glued to the ground below him.

"Did you hurt someone?" Kurapika asked, watching as Killua slowly nodded his head. "Okay... who did you hurt?"

"Gon."

"How did you hurt him?" Kurapika asked.

But, Killua felt like he couldn't speak anymore, it's like something was lodged inside his throat and the ability to speak wasn't within him.

"Okay, I get it, Killua. But, don't beat yourself up about it, just remember the past is past-"

"But that's the thing, Kurapika." Killua retorted, his voice rough, "That person is still inside me, no matter how much I try to push him away."

"Killua, listen to me, please." Kurapika pleaded, placing his hand on Killua's cheek. "Just for a second, please."

Killua sniffled and nodded into Kurapika's palm, looking up at him shyly through his bangs.