There's so many emotions and feelings mixed in my head. I don't know if I should feel sad one moment or happy another, I feel as if I'm too young to be feeling these emotions but at the same time "she's a teenager, she'll grow out of it.." . That's the problem.. will I actually ever fully grow out of it? Being stuck in quarantine has really had a huge impact on me. Am I good enough? Am I pretty enough? Am I even worthy enough? Why am I never enough for anyone, for anything. I want to be someone in this world who is appreciated but how can I do that when it feels like the whole world has their backs on me and judged left to right. Am I mentally okay? Am I physically okay? I don't even know at this point. I just want to be free and careles. I want to feel apart of my life but I'm just so stuck & so empty. Why am I like this? Am I gonna be like this forever? All these questions n yet no answers ... I'm dying .. I'm tired .
