"Why are you thinking about my happiness when you are the one who took it away from me..?"
His warm breath fanning over her lips..his soulless dark orbs piercing through her soul..his warm hard chest smashed with her petite frame..she was trapped in the cage of this sinner.
"Why did you left me behind when I..my heart..my soul..my entire existence started considering you as my only reason of my happiness.?" His grip around her waist tightened while he was already started losing his sanity gaped into her glossy amber eyes.
"Il n'est pas possible de répondre à toutes les questions... car soit la question doit être correcte, soit la réponse doit être connue."
(Not all the questions can be answered.. because either the question should be correct or the answer should be known.)
She said and placed her dainty hands at his chest trying to push him away from but all her efforts just gone in pain.
"Pourquoi mon cœur te désire toujours alors que tu le traites comme une poubelle."
(Why does my heart still want you when you treat it like trash.)
Hurt..was the only thing visible in his eyes. Her heart clenched badly seeing the only person she forever desired to hold hands with is now hurt. And it's all because of her.
"Why are you so blank and emotion less..?" He asked gripping her wrist and pinning them above her head. His dark orbs during pitch black due to his inner beast overcoming his sanity making him insane.
"Because I lost the capability of feeling anything long ago..when it reached the stage where I felt no pain but only numbness..completely numb."She uttered in her totally broken voice and he yanked himself away from her and left her alone there. The next moment he left her she broke down in her place.
Her pearl like tears streaming out of her doe doll like eyes. She wiped her tears and made herself good then went inside the hall again.
Everyone was dancing including the main couple Taehyung and Jennie. Ofcourse it's their reception so it's a must to dance. His facial expressions were so hard and painful but he covered it up with a fake smile but she could it see it from far.
She felt totally numb and so immersed in her that numbness she didn't notice one of her co worker standing infront of her with a cute smile on his face.
"Uhmm..Y/n.. uh.. I don't know how to say it... but.. uh.. can you have a dance with me..?" He requested her so genuinely which made her smile a little. The way he sounded so nervous and silly.. she found it cute.
"Sorry suho..but-" she thought it would be rude to reject him harshly so she tried it in a soft way but before she could complete her sentence he pulled her hands and gave her a 'please don't reject me look' and shook his head. She didn't knew what to do but at that time she didn't want to break that cute boy's heart. So she accepted then nodded her head and he took her to the stage like a gentleman.
They started dancing elegantly she was well known with the steps as she was taught by taehyung in the school and college days. But the one who invited was not so good at dancing and was looking down in embarrassment but his eyes widened when he felt her to tap his shoulder and lead him to dance.
They both were giggling and chatting over silly things and this sight not so pleasant to someone who too was dancing there while clenching his jaw so hardly while gawking at her. Soon the time came where they had to change the pairs.
Suho spinned her elegantly and she ended up in a strong arms which snaked around her small waist perfectly. She hissed at sudden force and looked up at the black oceanic eyes of his ogling at her.
He pulled her closer towards him while holding her waist made her to clutch his blazer in anticipation.
Her breath hitched in her throat when his warm breath was fanning against her earlobe.
"After all the drama out there..here comes the new series right..?" His raspy voice sounded with emotion of jealousy and possession over her. His words were once so sweet to hear for her but now it's the most worst thing she can ever hear because it's now filled with venom.. so toxic for her that her lungs lacks oxygen to breath and heart stopped it's beating.
"Hmm..still so silent I see..why did I fall for these innocent eyes when they were actually not." He asked her more like he asked himself. Some great people used to say..'don't speak without knowing the full story behind it. '
(A/N : that great person is me..!! It's one of My iconic lines.. hehe)
"Not everything you see and hear is the actual truth Kim taehyung. " she said in disbelief and turned to go back but he grasped her waist which made her back to smash over his chest.
"Hmm..is it.? Then what is the real truth..tell me
Y/n." He whispered in his deep voice which sent shivers over her spine.
"Why should I explain it to you.? You aren't my father or husband so that I should explain it to you.!" It was cue for her sanity to leave her as she gritted her teeth and tried to snatch herself away from him.
"You'll be soon.." he whispered in her ear and kissed it softly and spinned her to old partner and soon the lights turned on indicating that the dance was over.
Soon the main cast of the function came under the spot light standing together with a smiles on their lips. Ofcourse it was all just an acting. As soon as they stood the MC came and started speaking in the mic.
"So the sweet couple are standing here in the spotlight to exchange their engagement rings let's kindly bless this adorable couple for a great life for an eternity with happiness and love." He told and they both exchanged their rings and he kissed jennie's forehead and hugged her.
Everybody cooed at aww over the so called lovely couple but here she was breaking down completely but controlled her tears within herself.
"What did you mean by your Mysterious words Kim taehyung..? You're the most mysterious darkness which I love to drown in." She said to herself and sadly chuckled. She went towards the bar and ordered a drink for her. Sipping her drink she saw them being happy and smiling at each other.
She was tipsy after a drink a decided to do something to relief her pain.Singing. She loved it from the day she started to talk. She went towards it and sat in the small stool and infront was a mic. She sat in the stool and turned on the mic soon all the attention was on her.
"Seems like our company's perfect Secretary is going to sing a song for our CEO'S special day. Let's all cheer for her..!"
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De Todo"Why does my heart still want you when you treat it like trash.?"
