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Feelings Part2

(Bakugo's POV)

January is here and we've been preparing for the ambush for a while. Most Hero's that helped with my rescue volunteered to join in. Ever since I got my hero's license its gotten colder. I hope (Y/N) is ok...
Kirishima came up to me with a big smile and wrapped his arm around my shoulders, "everything is gonna be fine Bakubro!, (Y/N) is strong maybe even stronger than you." With a fake smile on my face I look up at him and start walking to (Y/N)'s room. I could tell that he was trying to cheer me up with that comment since I haven't been acting like myself lately, but I cant help but feel this. (Inner monologue) "My feelings have never been this strong for someone, anyone if I'm really thinking back on it. I've always been caught up on who's the strongest and if I'm better at them. I've been praised all my life thinking I'm the best that I've put everyone beneath me. I've never gave anyone a chance." I sit down on (Y/N)'s bed with my head in my hands, "what could I have done differently for this not to happen..." A deep voice emerges from the door, "You did everything you could have done for her, Your doing more now. All we can do is fight." I pick up my head from my hands to see who was at the door. "All Might... I-..." He interrupts me and puts his hand on my head "lets go outside and have some tea! Today is the last day we can rest tomorrow we ambush."

We leave the room and I look at Kirishima while he's talking to Momo and Denki he looks back at me and smiles and I smile back (for real this time). Aizawa enters the room along with the Pro hero's who have volunteered to help on this mission. "tomorrow is January 19, the day we raid the (LOV) current hideout and rescue (Y/N). Remember you now have your hero's licenses, you will be accountable for your actions as hero's. Now this is a rescue mission so if you come across a member of the (LOV) try to capture them. Do not engage unless it is crucial! Let the pro's handle it.

All of us leave the room while I head back into (Y/N)'s room I check her bookshelf and just remember all the times where she was just reading to herself, she was always in another world when she was in a book. She would always say its what made her keep her spirits up in that cruel place. I pick up a book and flip through the pages thinking to myself " why her... from birth she could never get a fucking break. Even through all this she still manages to worry about other people other than the problems that she's going through. As I keep flipping through the pages a paper falls out. Curious I pick it up and see its addressed to me. I hesitate as I open it and wonder how she would know I would find this... even more curious I finally open it.

Dear, Bakugo
                    You're probably wondering how I would know you'd receive this hidden letter. The truth is, I know you'd be snooping around my stuff, it's just in your nature to feel so helpless about your
situation. It's harder for me to write this letter than it is for you to read it, because honestly, I'm not too sure I'll make it out alive this time. I just wanna thank you for allowing me to feel these feelings I have been feeling for the past few months. I felt so much love, and I had so much fun,
it's like I've felt what it's like to be a normal girl. I've met so many wonderful people, who cared about me, but in the little time we've spent together, it is only you who has entered my heart,
and now my heart is filled with emotions, as I write this final letter to you. I love you.
                                                                Yours truly,
                                                                             (Y/N)