Reality // Dreamwastaken

Chapter 1

Hello! This is my second book about Dreamwastaken. Now for everyone who read my first book (Is it my fault? - Ghost Dream Au). I'm still writing on Chapter 7 because I have no idea. This is just A fanfiction, none of these events happened in real life. Do enjoy the story.

(This take place during they're roleplaying the final war)

  Dreamwastaken a popular Minecraft youtuber, was well-known because of his manhunt videos, own a roleplay Minecraft server called "Dream SMP". Whenever he starts streaming on Twitch or post a Youtube video, he seems happy, cheerful and positive. But behind the screen was different.

The Dream SMP were doing a lore stream, all of them start to stream and doing the lore, after hours of streaming they end the live and some stays on discord call with their camera on. "Holy shit! that was intense, the chats went insane too" Tommy exclaimed after took a sip of water. "Yeah, the chats were spamming "no's" cause they thought Dream will kill me" Tubbo joined in. Then Wilbur joins the call "Hello!" everyone greeted him, "All of you did an amazing job, and Dream! you're so good at acting as a villain even you laugh was so impressive!", everyone agreed but Dream stays quiet.

"Dream?"Wilbur call him again, no answer. Until Tommy shouted "BIG D", Dream finally snapped from his thoughts, "Sorry, what did you say?" Dream finally spoke up but was met with silence. "Dream are you okay?"Tubbo asked with concern in his voice. Dream noticed the change in his voice "Tubbo you okay? you doesn't sounds good there" Dream ignored Tubbo's question. "Dream." Wilbur spoke up, "y-yeah?"

'Shit why did I stuttered? it's okay they didn't hear it' he thought to himself. "Dream just tell us what's wrong", he hated that type of question. Everytime whenever he tried to tell his friends that he needed help or like wanting to vent at them, there's always a voice saying negative things to him. Telling him that he's such a burden to everyone, that's why he keep his pain in silence. I always feel like somebody watching me

His breathing is uneven, everything looks blurry to him, his heads is spinning. He grabbed his hair, trying to calm down but it just keep getting worse. His vision is getting worse until he accidentally hit his head on the desk. Which caused a loud sound and can be heard through the call and make the pain worse. He tried to control his breathing slowly as his vision slowly looks better. He heard Wilbur, Tubbo and Tommy calling out his name, he immediately take his mouse and move the cursor to leave the call.

After he left them, he lays back to his chair. Wiping some tears that building up in his eyes. Until Patches (yes our beloved patches) hop up at his lap, Dream smiled "Hey Patches" while petting her. Patches purred which made him smile, he didn't even realize that his sleeves slowly rolled down revealing old and new scars. Patches noticed the scars and started to sniffed it which made Dream noticed too. Dream felt himself frown, as the scene of him, sitting on the bathroom's floor, messy hair, tear stains on his face, and a razor... with blood on it, played back in his head. He turned off his pc and stand up, goes to the kitchen with Patches following him behind, he opened a cabinet and took out 1 canned cat food. 

Patches was excited as she started to knocked over things, Dream putted down her bowl and she started to eat it. Dream took a water bottle from his refrigerator and starts to drink it, he just feels so tired he don't even know what to do next. He went back to his room and immediately plop to his bed, his eyelid was so heavy to lift so he slowly closed his eyes and let the darkness consumed him.

Tommy, Tubbo, Ranboo and Wilbur were in a call, they're just hanging out on the SMP and making new builds, "Is it me or Dream has been less active?" Tubbo finally brought up their friend. "Yeah, I've been messaging him but he didn't read nor replied my messages" Tommy frowned because they usually have like 2-hour call or just having fun. "Dream have been missing in action for 3 weeks, wtf?" Tubbo added. Tubbo checked twitter, there's so many theories of why Dream is in M-I-A. Some of the tweets were cruel some were positive.

The three of them decided to text Dream, asking if he is okay and what's with the sudden disappeareance (idk how to spell), hoping that he will answer their texts. But there's no sign of him being online, "I think he's sleeping, he'll read our texts when he's awake" Tommy said trying to ease down the tension. The four of them putting down their phones and continue making their new build.

Despite their tone sounds happy.. deep inside they are still thinking about him...