Fear is like an ocean
First everything is calm and you don't feel any
But then slowly everything becomes darker
You feel anxiety or panic
The sea becomes slowly wilder
With every wave it's less easier to breathe
The ocean becomes bigger and bigger
You can barely see anymore
The fear has you in a chokehold
You try to fight your way out
But cause of the rain and thunder you can't think
The wave crashes down on you
You fall
Everytime you try to stand up it gets you down again
Till you give up
Give into the fear
See everything more clearly
Once you accept it the clouds clear
You can breathe again
The sun takes the place of the clouds
And everything is like nothing had happend
But that is not true
You suffered there
There when no one could hear you
Understand you
The pain you felt was undescripable
But still they say
It's just some fear
Get over it
But we can't
Some people couldn't reach that light
Couldn't give in
Couldn't accept
They came in a dark place because of that fear
Anxiety, depression
So don't say 'we can understand you'
because no you can't
We're going through something that not everyone can understand
No one can understand
Only the ones that are in this place right now
Only the ones that feel this fear
The fear that makes you not think straight
The fear that leads you to do terrible things
The fear only the strongest feel
