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We said hi back and forth after I added him back. We got pretty close actually.

I didn't get to play often because I had a boyfriend at the time of meeting him. This was about.... May-June of 2020. We played with Toast on Fortnite mostly, because my Minecraft got completely corrupted and because I wasn't the owner of the PlayStation I couldn't use it.
(I still don't know why that happened but anyways)

I told him everything. Well, not my town or anything, but my PlayStation username had my first and last name so he knew that. We also explained that he is 4 hours behind my time so we ended up trying to sync it. I told him about my past with an ex of mine who ended up being Toasts brother. (Ik right what a coinkey dink) Anyways, I told him that I have siblings but mostly introduced my sister who is Toasts age. He told me that he was 15. (I was 13 when we met)

He never went to school because his mom and sister died, so he was living with his dad and step mom while going through it. He never wanted to go to school. We were in the same grade because he had to stay back a year due to not going, but because of COVID he could be online when he did school.

We didn't talk much all summer, just here and there. I was always with my boyfriend and he was just being him.

We got closer around August, that's when I started 8th grade and it was really hard because I was always feeling sick due to my mental health being so bad. I stayed home a lot. Because I got to be with my boyfriend all summer, it was off not being with him so I became jealous, knowing he was with other girls and I didn't understand trust or anything because of how I was used and treated. I talked to Gage most of my time because I ended up going online too.

A few months passed and me and my now ex boyfriend broke up. February 2021. Gage was there when it happened, I talked to him first. He was laughing at me because he thought it was dumb I was crying over it, but he helped me through it by playing Fortnite.

Soon enough, I developed feelings for him.