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Chapter 1

Leah didn't have the greatest life. It was perfect when she had her mother. Her mother was like an angel from above, she always spent her time with Leah, playing dress up and spoiling her. Her mom was more than your average house wife, she was better.

Her father, on the other hand was a different story. He wasn't bad or mean to Leah, he just was never there. He was a truck driver, sometimes he drove tourbuses and things like that. So he was out of the picture for a while, being home for a few days and then gone for another week or two.

On Leah's 10th birthday, her father came home. All was well, she had a party, which was all family. Leah didn't have many friends. Most importantly, her father was there. It made her happy since he had missed so many of her birthdays. Later that night, they were following the usual routine. Her mom would come in to tuck her in, but she could tell something was off. Her mom, who always seemed happy, wasn't filled with sunshine.

"I love you Leah, don't forget it," she had whispered when she hugged her. She turned, and Leah thought she could see a tear come down her face. Her mom flicked off the light, and Leah was left thinking in the darkness.

Around 2 in the morning, Leah awoke to the sounds of police sirens in front of the house. She got up instantly and rushed out the door. She heard her dad crying from the bathroom. She ran towards him and what she saw, shocked her. Her mom, laying in the bathtub full of blood. She killed herself.

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Leah was never the same after that night. She had nightmares and always wondered why her mom felt the need to do such a thing. Her father quit driving trucks and buses for a while, until Leah could handle him being gone so long.

Now Leah was 18, finishing off her schooling. Her father came home from work and rushed through the door.

"Leah sweetie, I have a very important meeting that could possibly make us enough money to send you through college! I'll be home very late tonight here's some money order pizza or something I'll be back!" He placed a kiss on her head and rushed out.

With him now gone, Leah could do what she loved.

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Leah rushed upstairs to her fairly small room. She pulled a box out from under her bed that was labeled "Leah's Private Stuff," just so her dad wouldn't search it if her found it. She ripped it open, sighing happily.

In the box, there were all sorts of things for her little side. Diapers, bottles, pacifiers, her blanket, her two stuffed animals, baby powder, wipes, and one pink onesie. Leah was very in to ageplay. It relieved her stress and ultimately, made her happy. It was one of the very few things that did give her joy. She pulled off her pants and diapered herself up, giggling already. She pulled off her shirt and put a very big Mickey Mouse one on. The shirt went down to her mid thigh so it covered her diaper. Not like it mattered. She pulled out her favorite pacifier and started to suckle on it happily. She turned on cartoons and just let loose.

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Leah heard her dad come home around midnight. She had placed the box back under her bed but she was still diapered up under the covers, loving the feeling of sleeping in it. She heard her door peek open and shut again. Her dad always checked on her when he got home.

The next morning, Leah woke up and changed out of her very soggy diaper and into regular underwear and pajama bottoms. She couldn't risk being caught by her dad. She smelled bacon and pancakes being made, which was very odd. They didn't have much money for lots of things, and usually they never had big breakfasts.

Leah rushed downstairs smiling. "Why are you making such a fancy breakfast dad?" She asked curiously, stealing a piece of bacon that was already cooked and stuffing it into her mouth. He replied with a shrug.

"I got a very good job darling, wanna hear it?" He asked smiling at her as he continued flipping the chocolate chip pancakes, Leah's favorite.

"Sure dad, shoot," she smiled and sat at the kitchen counter of their small house.

"Well I'm driving the tour bus for One Direction's North American tour! Oh and here's the best part, you get to come with us! And stay on the boys bus with them!"

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Author's Note:

Hey guys! Sorry I haven't started to write this in a long time. I've just been so busy and I've just had a hell of a time I with it. Oh and I hope it's okay with y'all that I leave Zayn in the fanfic, since it is the Where We Are Tour that I'm writing about. If you have any suggestions or stuff feel free to comment and I'll try to get back to you! Love you guys!  ~A