broken promises [larry stylinson]

chapter 02

*harry's POV*

"you are going on in... three... two... one." the security guard whispered to me and the other three boys.

we nodded our heads and walked out onto the big stage.

there were so many people sitting in the crowd.

thousands of teenage girls screaming our names.

"harry! i love you!"
"louis marry me!"
"niall!"
"liam call me!"

thousands of posters that said "we heart one direction" and "we love you".

"ello everybody-" i started. the crowd cheered.

i chucked. "im harry styles- this is louis. and this is niall and theres z-liam right there." i said trying not to mentioned zayn's name.

i missed him so much, and they knew that.

but the concert had to go on.

we just sang over zayn's solo and tried our best to smile even though we were hurting so bad inside.

in the end, we realized the concert was perfect- i mean i hope the fans thought that.

zayn left only a few days ago and couldn't continue the tour. we tried our best- even though we cried during a few songs.

we left, trying our best to dodge crazy fans as best as we could. then we made our way to our trailer.

once we were inside, Frank our body guard started up the car to drive us to a theater to rehearse for our next concerts.

"that was a good show, mate." niall said with a small, awkward smile.

"not really..." liam said.

"your right, its different without zayn. we have been in this together since forever." i said sadly. i buried my face in my hands.

i took a deep breath in. i basically sucked in all the surrounding air.

louis rubbed my back. "harry- its okay."

he touched me. i had feelings for louis- but he probably didn't have them back for me.

i looked up and then at him.

"thanks lad." i said with a smile.

everyone knows i took it the hardest. zayn was my best friend.

"we are all are having a hard time with this- so we need to stay together mates." niall said.

"its gonna be tough." liam responded.

"but we are here for each other." louis said.

he placed his hand on my hand. "you can get through this." he whispered.

my body felt warm inside. i really did love louis.

but i didn't know if i should tell him.

what if he doesn't feel the same? then the rest of our journey as a band will be so very awkward.

"thanks lou" i said with a smile. he really made me feel better whenever he talked to me. happy or sad.

if i was sad, he made me happy.

if i was happy, he made me even more happier.

but even if he did have feelings back for me- i know it could never last.

my parents would want to me date girls...

they made me date taylor and they would make me date another girl aswell.

i just wish they would understand...