Shakhi ff - Our Fated Destiny

Our Fated Destiny - Part 1

"Anokhi abort this baby , we can't have children right now , we don't want this shit in our lives are u getting me " I yelled at Anokhi, who gave me  a disbelief look, with pain in her eyes saying me 'please don't do this '.....but what can u expect me to do ....we were having children before marriage ...and i can't take any humilation against our live-in relationship ..... i don't know why is she not understanding ....what will my parent's think, what will my friends think , what will the society think and the topmost what about my career ? everything was going on in my head

"Do you even relalize what are u saying Shaurya " "Don't you want kids " she asked me in a last attempt to accept the kid ...who is just a shit to me ....she was crying for the first time ....i never saw her crying so badly ...i didn't even ever give my girl a chance to cry ....and why won't she ....she feel's i betrayed her 

"Fucking NO "" We are in a teenage stage , where i don't even know who u have slept with " saying this i threw a vase right next to where Anokhi was standing ..she flinched back and closed her eyes with her soft , small hands and once she opened i could only see disgust for myself in her eyes ...and then it striked me what i told ...and i immediately regretted .

"Oh! so u don't trust me and u don't want me like ur family said "  she asked me without any hope in her eyes , a blank voice without any much expression on her face , I loved her my whole life , we were in ra bloody relationship from past 2 years ...which was against my family ...but still she has to say this .

"I didn't meant that ...and i want u ", I defensed myself, to say her she is needed in my life, more than anything, I can't lose her for mere child, because somewhere I know, I can't take responsibility of child, i'm still 20 now, how can u except me to look after a child rather than building my career .

"but I don't want u", she said in determined tone, did she just said she didn't want me, she is crazy... how can she leave me.. she knew that I love her beyond... but no she can't do this to me.... I didn't had any tear before this argument, but when she said she didn't want me in her life... it broke me zillion times.... she just stabbed my heart... for this child.. I hate this kid.... I hate u ...u shit! .....

"u can't leave me, for this shit", I said in anger, as I jerked her near my heart she for once didn't bowed her head... she was looking straight in my eyes, she was dignified girl, keeping her head high, like her pride..and her eyes, which said only...u betrayed me, u failed me

"i can, its over between us", she said such intense, determine and angertone, that made my throat dry..i never expected my story is gonna end at bad note that to like this. I never imagined this she pushed, as I lost my sanity, my grip on her also lost.... she walked out of my house and even from my life.. forever and ever...

"Anokhi", I shouted at my peck, oh! god its a dream again.... which i'm having from past 11 years, when she left me forever.. it was fated love story but not in my destiny, kash rok patha mai usko..."Shaurya", my room door was banged by my family members, who wereworried for me.

Aastha-" Shaurya, thu tekh haina?," she asked in mother concern, if I could Inever say, how it feels, I can't just couldn't not get over this dream...

Shaurya -" haa mom. i'm fine", tears were ready beam out of my sockets.. but Icontrolled it some how....

Yash-"bhai, app ko hamesha e sapna kyu atha hai? "he asked me, as he hand over glass of water to me everyone were equally worried for me.. but how can I say them that it is dream, where it shows my cruelty and how 1 failed my girl in terms, when she needed me the most...