KISSES || Ashtray

one

"Come on Bella." I heard my brother yell through our house.
"Dude I'm still putting on my pants." I yelled back.

Today we were going to his friend's house, he has been there rooms of times but this is going to be the first time with me.

"Oh my god, you're se slow!" He yelled.
"Shut the fuck up!" I yelled back.

I finished getting ready and we made our way to Fezco's house.

"Hey man." I heard Fezco as he opened the door and hugged my brother.
"Sup man." Alex said.
"Hey Ash we have guests." Fezco yelled through the house.
"Hey nice to meet you, you must be Arabella." Fezco said shaking my hand.
"The one and only." I said as I got inside.

I got into the house and this boy that looked like my age came into the room.

"Hey I'm Ashtray." He said putting his hand out for me.
"Arabella." I said shaking it.
"Beautiful name." He whispered to himself but I still heard it making me smile.

We all sat down on the couches and Fezco and Alex started talking about stuff and me and Ashtray stayed in silence. I could see he was looking at me and I was also looking at him. He had two tattoos on his face, a diamond and the letters A and T.

"Are we just going to sit here and hear you talk?" Ashtray asked.
"You two can go hang out somewhere else if you'd like." Fezco said.
"Don't fuck my sister." Alex said as me and Ashtray walked towards the front door.
"I won't promise anything." Ashtray said making me laugh.
"Where we going?" I asked.
"A place." He said.

We walked to this small park, it had a lake and some picnic tables. Ashtray sat on one of the tables and pat the space next to him for me to sit.

"So Arabella, tell me about yourself." Ashtray said looking at the lake.
"Well I'm 15 and live with my brother." I said.
"Do you go to school or something?" He asked.
"No." I said looking down.
"You okay?" He asked.
"Yeah." I sighed.

We stayed there for a while talking about each other and it was starting to get dark but I didn't really care. I liked the dark.

Ashtray was looking intensely at my lips as I looking into the distance.

"Fuck." I heard him whisper.
"What's up?" I asked looking at him.
"You're.. really pretty." He said.
"Thank you." I blushed.
"And I really want to kiss you." He said looking down not wanting to see my reaction.

Damn he's really goes straight to business.

"Then kiss me." I said.

But I'm also go straight to business.

He looked at me a little surprised by my reaction and he placed his hand on my neck and pulled me in for a quick peck. He then looked into my eyes, then my lips and kissed me again. This time a little longer.

"We should head back." He said before he gave me one last kiss.

We got up and walked back to his house.

"I though you guys wouldn't come back." Alex said as we walked into the living room.
"Did you use a condom?" Fezco asked.
"Didn't fuck her." Ashtray said.
"Yet." He added looking at me making me feel butterflies in my stomach what was he doing to me.

Fezco and Alex then talked about something else and Ashtray went into his bedroom and I stood there waiting for my brother to finish the conversation.

Ashtray then came back into the living room and put a piece of paper in the back pocket of my jeans and gave me a little smile before he walked back to his room.