Jealousy

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LIZ POV

It has been a pretty good month. Me and vinnie have been getting really close. Same with everyone else, we always hang out as a group and it so fun. Recently I've been finding myself dreaming of vinnie, and thinking of his 24/7. I definitely am starting to check feeling but I don't know if he feels the same. I'm scared to get into a relationship of any sort, but I'm willing to take the risk fir him.

We have been flirting a lot recently. The only thing is that I don't know if he's play flirting or flirting flirting. I'm definitely no play flirting. Also, Samantha has been really flirty with Jordan. Let's just say we don't like jaden anymore. After he fucked some chick they broke it off, it was more of an open relationship so it didn't really bother Samantha as much as you'd think it would. but anyways we are planing on hanging out this weekend. We still don't know what we're doing but we'll figure it out it's only Tuesday.

"Maybe we can go skating?" Anthony questioned. "I mean I'm down." Samantha stated. "Great, I'll let the others know what's going on." I said smiling. We're on our way to the cafeteria. "Girl, soo how are you an vinnie?!" Samantha smirked "um, good. You can't tell anyone this but I think I'm actually catching feelings." I said looking up at them. They had their mouths agaped trying to act surprised. "Okay, I didn't make it that obvious!" I rolled my eyes. "Oh sweetie but you did!" Anthony laughed "oh your soo funny vinnie!" Samantha said in a high voice trying to mimic me. "Hahaha, vinnie stawp that's so mean." Anthony added with a sassy voice "ha.ha" I said with a blank face. "Number one, I do not sound like that! And for your record I don't act like that either!" I said shoving them.

We made our way through the doors and i was talking to Samantha when Anthony gasped and grabbed my shoulders turning me around. "Wtf, Anthony I'm hungry dude!" I said hangry "trust me honey, you don't wanna see." Samantha said worried. What could be so bad that their making me starve. "That little bitch!" Anthony sighed "WHAT?!" I asked confused by what their talking about. Anthony then let go of me and I turned around to see vinnie and a Blond chick on his lap eating each others faces off. In that very moment I didn't know what to feel. Stupid? Heart broken? No, I could feel those things I brought this upon myself. I took that stupid risk and now here I am standing in the middle of the school cafeteria, looking at the boy I though likes me back eating some blond girls face.

My eyes became glossy and I speed walked out of the cafeteria. Why am I so stupid! This is my fault, I knew this was going to happen but I can't even get mad. We weren't together. But he flirted with me! Wow, I'm such an idiot . Like I really though Someone like him would like someone like me! We're ENEMIES, not lovers. God! And that blond was so pretty, I mean I don't blame his for du- wait what! No, no,no. I can't think like that he's still a bitch.

All these thoughts ran through my head and I didn't know how to act. Here I was in the bathroom stall, silently crying over a boy who didn't even like me. So he can flirt with people but I can't?! That's not even fair! Ugh, I hate him this is so stupid, he's stupid, to think I though for even a second that he would change. That we could be friends is stupid, what an idiot I made myself to be.

I hear soft knocking on the stall door. I cleared my throat a bit trying to get my voice to sound normal. "Uh- yeah?" I asked trying not to chock on my own sobs. "Hey, it's me Samantha. Can you come out or let me in." I heard her comforting voice. I reached up and unlocked the stall and open the door a bit to see Samantha

SAMANTHAS POV
Once Liz ran out of the cafeteria Anthony stomped over to vinnie to deal with his shit while I go find my heart broken bestfriend. I feel so bad, she's never had a good relationship with boys. Her first boyfriend only dated her because of money and now once she finally moves on this is how it's like. He's been flirting with her! How the fuck is this fair?

I've been searching the school and finally made my way to the bathroom we're I can hear soft sniffing. My heart sank in my chest hearing her muffled sobs she's trying to hold in. I knocked on the stall "hey, it's me Samantha. Can you come out or let me in? I asked in a soft voice. She unlocks the door and when I saw her my heart completely broke. Their she was with red eyes, tears running down her mascara stand cheeks. I hurry and pull her into a big. That when she completely broke down, she fell into my touch, sobbing hard. So hard it was hard for her to breath. To think she actually gave him a chance. She has never been so happy in her life after the break up with the name we shall no say.

Now, she looks like we're she started. Back to square one. She goes through stages when she's sad, 6 of them. 1: breaks down and cry's for days on end. 2:doesn't wanna get up to do anything, 3:never stops doubting herself, she rethinks things, 4:becomes reckless, goes to parts, drink, which she never does, 5: is usually the worst, it's all of these combined in one. I've only seen her in stage 5 once. And it was one of th most scariest things I've seen. I though I was going to loose my best friend. And lastly 6: this is when she usually stays to get better.

Liz is the type to forgive but never forget. She might say to your face she doesn't hate you. But I'm reality she's holding a grudge against you and hates your guts. I really hope she just take a couple of days to herself and doesn't go through the 6 stages of her depression.

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