The Disappearing Act

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Dear Cisco,
        Once again, you've disappeared. It's been months since I could get in touch with you. Sometimes I question myself, "why do you do this? Why can't you just forget about him? He crosses your mind every day or every night, and you're lucky if you cross his mind once a week or even once a month." I know it's wrong for me to still want you to be in my life, but I suppose I'm just foolish and naive. You were like a best friend that I could completely drop my guard around because I had no desire to sleep with you anymore so I didn't have to impress you or hold parts of me back. I wish you gave warnings when you know you're going to disappear again. I feel lost and you're not here to pull me out of the darkness again or give me a glimmer of hope, the light at the end of the tunnel.

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