The ocean in my favorite thing as it reminds me of you. How it shines and glistens in the sun like how your feisty did from that flood of messages. How it warmed me up like a hugs I imagined you would give me. They way the waves crashed against the beach, creating an smoothing sound like your voice did when we called And you said my name. And how could I forget how much like the sea you made me feel at peace. It made me fall madly in love.
But much like the sea, you were full of dangers that I was oblivious to.
Like a storm, you rained on me and drenched me with your water. I absorbed it all like a sponge, taking in all your dread. But soon the sun lit up the once cloudy skies, showing me once again how beautiful you are. Though I am drenched, I can't help but
fall in love with the scenery all over again.
It soon changed when your hurricane formed, your manipulative behavior clouded over my weak and defenceless self. Your rain fell harshly as your sky roar, taunting me. Making me think that this is happening for a reason and that you will shine once again. To give me a chance to see the sun again, the same sun that you decided to keep hidden away from me. I plead for you to let me see the sun only for your waves to pull me down. Pulling me toward the earths core, as if the seaweed was part or your wicked sea.
You held me down until I was close to my very last breath but soon I pulled up by my angel. Who told me that I can still live, that I have to learn to love other things and not the sea that held me under water to die. I thank that angel who pulled me out. Who gave me another chance. I keep my back toward your beautiful sea as I know it's not as beautiful as it seemed. I will never forgive your waves. I will never forgive the glow of the ocean that blinded me. I won't forgive the soothing sound that comes from the ocean, that told me what I wanted to hear.
I hate the ocean I once loved.
